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Rewired Sober: The Next Chapter

Kate Vitela

Welcome to Rewired Sober: The Next Chapter—a podcast about what happens after survival.

I'm Kate Vitela, a psychiatric nurse with more than twenty-five years of nursing experience, speaker, and lifelong student of human behavior. For years, this podcast focused on alcohol, addiction science, and recovery. Those conversations changed lives—including my own—but something became increasingly clear.

The longer I worked with women, the less we talked about alcohol.

We talked about burnout. Identity. Midlife. Relationships. Confidence. Beauty. Careers. Boundaries. Self-worth. Style. The invisible expectations placed on women. The stories we inherited. And the courage it takes to become ourselves.

That's what this next chapter is about.

Here, we'll explore the psychology of identity, the neuroscience of behavior change, fashion and personal style, beauty, aging, feminism, emotional health, self-concept, and what it really means to evolve throughout our lives.

You'll hear conversations with psychologists, stylists, artists, authors, neuroscientists, entrepreneurs, nurses, and women who have reinvented themselves more than once. We'll ask better questions than "How do I fix myself?" Instead, we'll ask, "Who am I becoming?" and "What kind of life am I creating?"

Sobriety will always be part of my story. Getting sober in 2018 fundamentally changed the trajectory of my life, my nursing career, and my understanding of the human mind. Recovery taught me emotional literacy, humility, curiosity, and resilience. It will always shape the way I see the world, but it is no longer the only lens through which I want to explore it.

Because recovery isn't the destination.

It's the foundation.

Whether you're rebuilding after addiction, navigating midlife, questioning your career, redefining your style, learning to trust yourself again, or simply fascinated by why humans do what we do, you're in the right place.

Around here, you'll find conversations about:

Psychology and neuroscience
Women's mental health and emotional well-being
Identity, self-concept, and personal reinvention
Fashion, personal style, and beauty as forms of self-expression
Midlife, confidence, and aging with intention
Feminism, culture, and the pressures women navigate
Behavior change, habits, and resilience
Creativity, curiosity, and lifelong learning
Sobriety and recovery as part of a much bigger story

This isn't a podcast about becoming perfect.

It's about becoming more fully yourself.

So whether you've been here since episode one or you're just finding us now, thank you for being part of this community.

The goal was never simply to stop drinking.

The goal was always to build a life that feels honest, meaningful, creative, beautiful, and completely your own.

Welcome to the next chapter.

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  • #99
    Yesterday · 1 hr 8 min

    EP. 99 Who Gets to Define a Women? From Mary Magdalene to Menopuase & Beyond

    Who gets to tell a woman's story? Who gets believed? And who decided that men's experiences should be the standard by which we understand everyone else? In this episode of Rewired Sober, Kate Vitela pulls on a thread that began when she left Alcoholics Anonymous and started questioning the institutions, traditions, and beliefs that had shaped her understanding of recovery, womanhood, and even God. What begins with Mary Magdalene and the centuries-old distortion of her identity becomes a much bigger conversation about women's erasure from history, religion, art, music, medicine, and scientific research. Drawing on Holly Whitaker's Quit Like a Woman, Meggan Watterson's Mary Magdalene Revealed, feminist art, punk rock, and her own experiences as a psychiatric nurse, Kate explores what happens when male experiences become the default and women's realities are treated as exceptions. The conversation moves into medical misogyny, the history of women's exclusion from clinical trials, the controversy surrounding menopausal hormone therapy, and the emerging research on how estrogen and progesterone may influence alcohol cravings, stress, and recovery. And yes, there's room for Riot Grrrl, the Menopunks movement, and a few choice words about why women in midlife are still trading information about hormone therapy like it's contraband. This isn't an argument that every institution is wrong or that every man is the problem. It's an argument for something much more important: women deserve accurate information, meaningful choices, and the authority to interpret their own experiences. Because being visible isn't the same as being heard. And being studied isn't the same as being understood. In this episode: Why leaving AA raised bigger questions about autonomy and authority The connection between Mary Magdalene, feminist theology, and women's recovery Holly Whitaker's challenge to traditional recovery narratives Women's erasure from art, literature, music, and cultural history Riot Grrrl, Judy Chicago, and reclaiming women's creative authority Medical misogyny and the consequences of treating male biology as the default The Women's Health Initiative, menopause, and the hormone therapy controversy What researchers are learning about ovarian hormones, alcohol cravings, and addiction Why women need better research, better questions, and the freedom to tell their own stories The takeaway: We don't need a prettier story about women. We need a more accurate one. And if the official explanation doesn't account for half the population, maybe the problem isn't half the population. Maybe it's the fucking explanation. Rewired Sober explores the intersection of psychology, identity, sobriety, feminism, culture, and the complicated art of becoming yourself. Resources Mentioned: Holly Whitaker — Recovering: Holly's Substack — Essays and audio conversations exploring sobriety, feminism, hormones, and recovery. Her recent two-part series examines menstrual cycles, menopause, and addiction. MENOPUNKS: Official MENOPUNKS website — The feminist menopause movement, documentary project, and podcast created by filmmaker Alicia J. Rose. MENOPUNKS Podcast: Listen on Apple Podcasts — Conversations with musicians, artists, and medical professionals about menopause, hormonal health, and women's autonomy. Connect with Kate @katevitela or www.katevitela.com

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  • #98
    November 3 · 44 min

    EP: 98 Finding Each Other, Finding Ourselves: The Power of Connection in Recovery with Mel

    This week on Rewired Sober, I'm joined by Mel, an artist, mother, and creator of the Whoever You Art podcast, for an honest, funny, and deeply human conversation about addiction, identity, shame, and the unexpected healing power of storytelling. Originally from Brazil and now living in Portugal, Mel shares her journey through multiple attempts at sobriety, repeated stays in rehab, and the moment she finally decided she couldn't keep living the way she had been. But this conversation isn't just about getting sober. It's about what happens afterward. We explore how shame keeps women isolated, why traditional recovery labels don't work for everyone, and how telling our stories can help us make sense of our experiences and reclaim our identities. Mel also shares how returning to art, starting a podcast, and connecting with people around the world helped her begin seeing herself as someone beyond her addiction. We get into the complicated relationship between alcohol and culture, the pressure to define ourselves through labels, the limitations of social media's picture-perfect recovery narratives, and why finding joy in the process matters more than chasing the next accomplishment. In this episode, we talk about: Why getting sober sometimes takes multiple attempts—and why shame doesn't help. The complicated relationship between grief, mental health, and alcohol. Why the word alcoholic can be helpful for some people and limiting for others. Finding connection through storytelling, creativity, and podcasting. How sharing our experiences can change the way we see ourselves. Moving from "I can't drink" to "I choose not to drink." The difference between chasing happiness and finding everyday joy. Why your worth isn't determined by followers, downloads, or social media validation. At the heart of this conversation is a reminder that recovery isn't simply about leaving something behind. It's also about discovering what becomes possible when we stop defining ourselves by our past. Because sometimes the most powerful thing we can do is tell the truth about where we've been—and give ourselves permission to become someone new. Connect with Mel: Whoever You Art — Find her podcast on Spotify and YouTube, and connect with her on Instagram at @whoeveryouart.podcast. Connect with Kate: Website: www.katevitela.com Instagram: @katevitela *Rewired Sober explores the intersection of psychology, identity, mental health, creativity, feminism, and the art of evolving—with science, lived experience, and absolutely no pretense.

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  • #97
    October 27 · 44 min

    EP: 97 Recovery Is Not a F*cking Wellness Trend: When Sobriety Becomes a Commodity

    Sobriety got cool. Mocktails got beautiful. Alcohol-free bottle shops opened. Sober influencers took over Instagram. Retreats, apps, coaches, supplements, memberships, courses and $17 zero-proof cocktails followed. And honestly? Some of that was fucking fantastic. The sober-curious movement helped dismantle the old binary that said you either drank “normally” or had to hit rock bottom before you were allowed to question alcohol. It made not drinking visible, interesting and — finally — socially acceptable. I benefited from that movement. I built a coaching business in it. I started this podcast in it. But somewhere along the way, sobriety got swept into the wellness industrial complex. And wellness knows how to do one thing exceptionally well: turn human problems into things we can buy. In this solo episode, I’m digging into the complicated intersection of sobriety, wellness culture, capitalism and influencer culture — including my own participation in it. We talk about the rise of the “sobriety aesthetic,” the explosion of sober coaching, and what happens when lived experience starts getting confused with actual expertise. We also get into why recovery is uniquely vulnerable territory for influencer culture: the person on the other side of the screen may not simply need a better morning routine. She may need medical care, psychiatric treatment, therapy, medication, treatment for withdrawal or a higher level of support. And then there’s the larger problem: we are fucking exhausted from optimizing ourselves. Track your sleep. Fix your cortisol. Heal your gut. Regulate your nervous system. Lift weights. Eat your protein. Journal. Meditate. Cold plunge. Heal your attachment style. Become your highest-performing, best-sleeping, most emotionally regulated self before breakfast. Can we have a regular fucking Tuesday? Sobriety does not need to become another performance. For some people, not drinking improves their sleep, skin, energy and productivity. Great. But for others — myself included — sobriety was never about a glow-up. It was about stopping something that was destroying my life. I didn't get sober to spend the rest of my life obsessively monitoring myself. I got sober because I wanted my life back — a beautiful, messy, creative, imperfect life. And that's the distinction I don't want us to lose. Wellness trends come and go. Algorithms move on. Cigarettes become cool again. Martinis become aspirational again. The zeitgeist changes. But recovery existed before Instagram discovered it, and it will exist long after wellness culture finds its next obsession. In this episode: How the sober-curious movement genuinely helped destigmatize not drinking When sobriety shifted from a recovery conversation into a consumer category The wellness industry's obsession with selling us solutions Mocktails, sober retreats, apps, memberships and the “sobriety aesthetic” The uncomfortable rise of influencer-to-sober-coach pipelines Why lived experience matters — but isn't automatically clinical expertise The ethical responsibility of working with vulnerable people Why women are especially targeted by the endless self-improvement machine The growing backlash against optimization culture Why your recovery doesn't need to become another fucking job What happens when sobriety stops being culturally cool Why freedom — not optimization — was the point all along You don't need to become a perfectly optimized sober person. You don't need perfect sleep, perfect nutrition, a regulated nervous system 24/7, a flawless morning routine or a shelf full of supplements. You can decide alcohol doesn't belong in your life. And then you can go live the fucking life you got sober to experience. Sobriety was never a wellness trend. www.katevitela.com

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  • #96
    October 20 · 35 min

    EP: 96 Being a Booze Free B*tch: A Conversation on Alcohol, Feminism & Midlife with Sarah Anderson

    What happens when you quit drinking—and realize alcohol wasn't actually making you wild, confident, sexy, rebellious, or free? Maybe it was just giving you permission to be the woman you already were. In this episode, I'm joined by Sarah Anderson, aka The Booze Free Bitch—corporate attorney, creator, coach, and almost seven years sober—for a conversation about alcohol, feminism, midlife, and why sobriety can become one hell of an act of rebellion. Sarah and I talk about our shared histories as card-carrying “good girls”: getting the grades, building the careers, following the rules, doing what was expected—and eventually using alcohol as a permission slip to loosen up, get loud, dance, wear the outfit, say the thing, and stop being so damn manageable. But something interesting happens when you get sober. You realize you never needed the permission slip. We talk about Sarah's progression from a seemingly “normal” social drinker to becoming physically dependent on alcohol, and why the stereotype of what someone with an alcohol problem looks like kept her from asking for help sooner. We also get into why Sarah believes alcohol is a feminist issue: the normalization and marketing of drinking to women, wine-mom culture, the similarities she sees between today's alcohol culture and the way cigarettes were once marketed, and what happens when women stop numbing themselves and start trusting their own voices. And then we get into the good stuff: becoming sober women in our 40s who are somehow bigger, louder, wilder, bitchier, more confident, and more unapologetic than we ever were while drinking. Because maybe sobriety isn't about spending the rest of your life thinking about how not to drink. Maybe eventually it becomes an identity shift. You don't want the booze anymore. You want the life. In this episode, we talk about: The slow progression from social drinking to alcohol dependence Why successful, high-achieving women can struggle to recognize when alcohol has become a problem Shame and the myth of being “uniquely broken” Why connection with other women can be so powerful in recovery Alcohol as a feminist issue The “good girl” conditioning so many women grew up with Using alcohol as permission to be wild, sexy, loud, social, or rebellious Why sobriety can rebuild self-trust Wine-mom culture and the normalization of alcohol Sarah's belief that “drinking alcohol is not fucking normal” Why she compares today's alcohol culture to cigarette culture Midlife, sobriety, confidence, and running completely out of fucks Becoming the woman you thought you needed alcohol to become Why long-term sobriety doesn't have to mean thinking about alcohol all day Sarah's Redefined Normal sober clothing and her philosophy of “wear the identity” Making sobriety visible, rebellious, stylish—and anything but boring Sarah's mission is bigger than simply helping women stop drinking. She wants to change the cultural story around alcohol and show women that life on the other side isn't smaller. It's bigger. You can still dance all night. Wear the stilettos. Get the tattoos. Say the inappropriate thing. Take up space. Be sexy. Be difficult. Be ambitious. Be a fucking bitch if that's what the occasion calls for. You just get to remember all of it. Connect with Sarah Anderson: Instagram: @theboozefreebitch Check out Sarah's coaching, sober community, and Redefined Normal merch through the links in her Instagram bio. Connect with Kate: Instagram: @katevitela Rewired Sober is a podcast about reinvention, identity, psychology, style, fashion, midlife, feminism, body image, sobriety—and the art of evolving.

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  • #95
    October 13 · 50 min

    EP: 95 Congrats on Your Midlife Failures: Most People Don't Ever Try with Lisa Hart Anderson

    What if midlife isn’t about becoming someone new—but finally giving yourself permission to be more of who you’ve always been? In this episode of Rewired Sober, I’m joined by Lisa Hart Anderson, certified women’s life coach, recovery coach, content creator, and the woman behind Hart2Hart Coach. With a combined audience of more than 92,000 across Instagram and TikTok, Lisa has built a community by doing something deceptively simple: showing up as herself. Dancing. Swearing. Laughing. Talking about recovery. Talking about menopause. Talking about being a grandmother. Occasionally waking up in the middle of the night and deleting something because even women who look wildly confident can still wonder, Oh God, what are people thinking about me? And that’s exactly where this conversation gets interesting. Lisa and I talk about the strange experience of becoming more visible as women at an age when society often seems to suggest we should be doing the opposite. We get into confidence versus insecurity, the fear of being misunderstood, body image and aging, menopause, creativity, social media, fashion and personal style—and why neither of us wants to spend the rest of our lives trapped inside a single identity called “the sober woman.” Sobriety may have made our lives possible. But it doesn’t have to remain the most interesting thing about us. We also talk about the pressure women feel not to look like we’re “seeking attention.” Because apparently wanting to be seen, heard, creative, expressive and visible still requires some sort of permission slip once you're a grown-ass woman. No thanks. Lisa shares how social media became part of her recovery, why dancing and creating can be healthy forms of escape, and what she’s learned from putting herself in front of tens of thousands of strangers—even while admitting that confidence is still very much a work in progress. We talk about style as a form of identity and communication, Lisa’s evolution from bows and Christmas sweaters to dressing according to her mood, and why taking care of herself became meaningful again after getting sober. And then we get to one of my favorite parts of the conversation: failure. Lisa has started things that didn't work. So have I. We’ve spent money on ideas, changed directions, tried things, embarrassed ourselves and occasionally wondered what the hell we were doing. And we’re still trying. Because maybe failure isn’t evidence that you should stop. Maybe it’s evidence that you had the nerve to participate in your own life. In this episode, we talk about: midlife visibility and the fear of being “cringe”; why confidence and insecurity can exist at the same time; sobriety as the foundation rather than your entire identity; being misunderstood online; aging, body image and becoming more comfortable in your own skin; menopause, empty nesting and identity shifts; creativity as a healthy coping mechanism; fashion and style as self-expression; why women are taught to apologize for wanting attention; the addictive side of social media and content creation; refusing to shove an entire human being into a “niche”; and why failing at something might actually mean you’re doing life right. One of my favorite ideas from this conversation? Congratulations on your failures. Most people never try. Lisa and I are both interested in what comes after recovery: the bigger life, the experiments, the creativity, the failures, the ridiculous ideas, the next chapters and the willingness to keep becoming. We’re not done. Not even fucking close. Connect with Lisa: Instagram & TikTok: @hart2heartcoach Website: Hart2Hart Coach Connect with Kate: Instagram: @katevitela

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  • #94
    October 6 · 29 min

    EP: 94 Am I Being Productive—or Just Really Fcking Impatient?

    I have always considered being a get-shit-done person one of my greatest strengths. Have an idea? Start it. Have a problem? Solve it. Want to try something? Stop overthinking and fucking do it. I've basically built part of my identity around Elizabeth Gilbert's Big Magic philosophy: done is better than good. And in a lot of ways, that mindset has served me incredibly well. It's helped me start businesses, write articles, walk runway stages, record nearly 100 podcast episodes, embarrass myself occasionally, and keep moving anyway. But lately I've been asking a slightly uncomfortable question: What if my ability to get shit done isn't always about courage or confidence? What if sometimes I'm just really fucking impatient? In this solo episode, I'm looking at my relationship with productivity, patience, uncertainty—and why slowing down can feel surprisingly uncomfortable when you've spent years being proud of how much you can accomplish. Because there's a difference between refusing to let perfectionism keep you stuck and being unable to tolerate the slow, messy process of actually getting good at something. Sewing and creative projects have been teaching me this lesson whether I like it or not: some things cannot be rushed. We also get into my absolute loathing of indecision and a realization I didn't particularly enjoy having: sometimes what I've called decisiveness might actually be a low tolerance for uncertainty. Making the decision closes the loop. It gives me movement, resolution and relief. But sometimes life doesn't have an answer yet—and forcing one isn't the same thing as being confident. And then we get to the bigger issue: productivity as self-worth. What happens when I got a lot done today quietly becomes today mattered—and eventually, therefore, I matter? That's where things get a little dark. I talk about realizing how uncomfortable I became with three completely unscheduled days, and how easily rest turned into thoughts about what I should be creating, organizing, learning, earning or accomplishing. We also look at the particularly sneaky version of hustle culture sold to women. Ours doesn't always look like an 80-hour workweek. Sometimes it comes beautifully packaged as optimization: the perfect morning routine, perfect skin, strength training, meditation, hydration, a profitable business and continually "becoming her." It's still hustle culture. It just has better lighting and a matcha. And social media certainly doesn't help. Seeing other women reinvent themselves can give us permission to imagine something different for our own lives—but inspiration can quickly become urgency. Permission can turn into FOMO. Suddenly we're not enjoying our evolution; we're trying to catch up to somebody else's. Maybe the next evolution isn't another reinvention. Maybe it's patience. Discernment. Attention. Learning to tolerate uncertainty. Allowing ourselves to rest without earning it. Letting something take as long as it takes. I still believe in done is better than good. Sometimes you absolutely need to stop preparing and hit the damn button. But two things can be true. Sometimes slowing down is better than speed. Waiting is better than deciding. And urgency isn't the same thing as courage. Because ultimately: I don't want my ability to produce in life to become the measurement of whether I'm living a worthwhile life. Maybe the next chapter isn't about getting more shit done. Maybe it's about learning which things deserve our time, our attention—and our patience.

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  • #93
    September 29 · 44 min

    EP 93 Recovery on the Runway and Break Free NYFW with Claire Comai

    What if getting sober didn’t mean leaving the party—but finally becoming fully present for your own life? In this episode of Rewired Sober, I’m joined by Claire Comai, founder and creative director of Rehab Studios and Vice President and Creative Director of Break Free NYFW’s Recovery on the Runway. Claire and I talk about the intersection of fashion, recovery, identity, creativity, and reinvention—and why the old image of sobriety as staying home and playing it safe simply doesn’t fit everyone. After getting sober at 24, Claire found herself trying to figure out who she was without alcohol. Instead of suppressing her love of excitement, fashion, travel, risk, and a little bit of chaos, she began finding healthier places to put that energy. That journey eventually led to Rehab Barbie, her own fashion collection, and now Rehab Studios—a creative studio and PR firm working with designers and producing Break Free’s growing New York Fashion Week showcase. We talk about why fashion and alcohol have historically been so intertwined, the fear that sobriety will make life boring, and the reality that neither of us could live the lives we have now if we were still drinking. We also get into Recovery on the Runway, how Break Free is changing the visual identity of recovery, why representation matters, the importance of supporting emerging designers, and Claire’s belief that relationships can become their own form of currency in an industry that can often feel incredibly pay-to-play. And yes—we discuss the ongoing declaration that “New York Fashion Week is dead.” Claire and I have some thoughts. This conversation is about refusing the idea that recovery requires becoming quieter, smaller, safer, or less yourself. Sometimes recovery isn’t about subduing who you are. Sometimes it’s about finally becoming capable of being more of who you are. In this episode: Sobriety, identity, and rediscovering yourself Fashion as creativity, expression, and community Why sobriety doesn’t have to mean giving up nightlife or glamour Replacing destructive chaos with creative risk and adventure Claire’s evolution from Rehab Barbie to Rehab Studios The growth of Break Free NYFW and Recovery on the Runway Alcohol, drugs, eating disorders, and mental health within fashion culture Why sober representation matters The changing culture around non-alcoholic drinking Why New York Fashion Week still matters Supporting emerging designers in a pay-to-play industry Building a career through relationships, collaboration, and community What’s next for Rehab Studios and Break Free Connect with Claire & Rehab Studios Instagram: @clairecomai Rehab Studios: @rehabstudiosny TikTok: @rehabstudiosny Website: rehabbarbie.com Follow Break Free NYFW Instagram: @breakfreenyfw Designers, models, stylists, press, makeup artists, sponsors, and other creatives interested in participating in future Break Free NYFW events can connect with Claire and the Break Free team through their social channels. Connect with Kate Instagram: @katevitela For speaking, workshops, collaborations, or podcast inquiries, connect with Kate through social media or katevitela.com.

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  • #92
    September 22 · 52 min

    EP: 92 We Are All Magnificent Monsters: John Galliano, Addiction & Redemption

    What do we actually mean when we say we believe people can change? The controversy surrounding the canceled John Galliano exhibition at the Met sent me down a rabbit hole—not because I think Galliano is owed a museum retrospective, and certainly not because addiction erases the harm someone causes. It doesn’t. But after years working in psychiatry and addiction—and after eight years of sobriety myself—I can't listen to this conversation without noticing what seems to be missing from it: addiction, impairment, recovery, accountability, rehabilitation, and the possibility of genuine human change. Galliano's antisemitic and racist remarks were horrific. He faced enormous consequences for them. But his collapse also happened during a period of severe alcohol and polysubstance dependence, blackouts, grief, chronic sleep deprivation, extraordinary professional pressure, and profound deterioration. Context is not acquittal. Understanding why someone behaved terribly is not the same thing as saying the behavior was acceptable. So in this episode, I'm asking the harder questions. What actually happens to judgment, memory, inhibition, and executive functioning during severe addiction and blackouts? Is the old idea that "drunk words are sober thoughts" even neurologically accurate? How much should impairment matter when we're talking about responsibility? And then there's Dior and LVMH. Galliano was reportedly producing an extraordinary number of collections while his addiction and mental health deteriorated. So where does individual responsibility end and institutional responsibility begin? What happens when someone's pathology is incredibly profitable—right up until it becomes publicly unacceptable? But the question I keep coming back to is even bigger: If someone's deterioration counts as evidence that they changed for the worse, shouldn't years of sustained behavioral change at least count as evidence that they may have changed for the better? Galliano has now spent years sober, acknowledged the harm he caused, educated himself, expressed remorse, and publicly accepted that atonement does not entitle him to institutional celebration. That doesn't mean anyone owes him forgiveness. It doesn't mean the Met owed him an exhibition. And it doesn't erase what happened. But if nothing a person does after their worst moment can ever meaningfully alter how we understand them, then what exactly do we mean when we tell people to get help, take responsibility, recover, make amends, and change? Because recovery cannot simply be a lifetime probation sentence in which the sickest version of you remains the only version of you society considers real. This episode gets into John Galliano, the Met controversy, addiction and the brain, blackouts, Dior and LVMH, institutional responsibility, accountability without absolution, forgiveness, rehabilitation, and what redemption might actually look like. And ultimately, this isn't really an episode about whether John Galliano is a good person or a bad person. It's about something much more uncomfortable: Do we actually believe human beings are capable of change? Because if we believe people can deteriorate, intellectual consistency requires us to leave room for the possibility that they can recover, too.

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  • #91
    September 15 · 54 min

    Ep 91: Hello Beautiful: Who Are You When Breast Cancer Changes Everything? with Christine Handy

    What happens when life strips away the things you thought made you valuable? In this episode, I sit down with model, author, breast cancer survivor, and executive producer Christine Handy, whose bestselling novel Walk Beside Me was inspired by her own experience with breast cancer and has now been adapted into the feature film Hello Beautiful. Starring Tricia Helfer, Hello Beautiful follows Willow, a successful model whose breast cancer diagnosis disrupts not only her body and health, but her sense of identity, beauty, relationships, and self-worth. The film is officially headed to theaters nationwide on September 25, 2026. But this conversation isn't simply about surviving cancer. Christine began modeling at just 11 years old, entering an industry where appearance wasn't only noticed—it had value. We talk about what happens when a woman learns to see herself through other people's eyes, and what it takes to rebuild an identity when the external validation you've relied upon no longer feels solid. Christine shares a phrase I absolutely love: “I don't want to be a victim. I want to be a vine.” We explore what that actually means—not pretending that terrible things don't happen, but learning how to grow around the things we cannot change. We also talk about beauty after illness, aging and visibility, the complicated relationship women have with our bodies, and whether it's possible to enjoy fashion and beauty without asking our appearance to prove our worth. And we get into something I think deserves a much bigger conversation: Have we turned resilience into yet another expectation for women? Sometimes life is devastating. Sometimes we're angry. Sometimes we don't need to immediately turn pain into gratitude, purpose, personal growth, or an inspirational fucking Instagram post. Christine and I talk about making room for that reality while still choosing hope. We also discuss the surreal experience of seeing your own life transformed first into a book and then into a film—and how Christine keeps breast cancer from becoming another identity she has to live inside. Because ultimately this episode is about something much bigger than illness. It's about identity after disruption. Who are we when the roles, bodies, careers, relationships, or identities we've depended upon change? And instead of desperately trying to become who we were before, what if we allow ourselves to become someone new? In this episode we discuss: Christine's journey from modeling at age 11 to redefining beauty and self-worth Her breast cancer experience and the identity shift that followed “Be a vine, not a victim” Beauty as pleasure versus beauty as proof of worth Women's bodies, femininity, aging, and visibility Returning to modeling with a changed body Why resilience shouldn't require pretending everything is okay The pressure on women to turn adversity into inspiration The difference between allowing an experience to shape you and allowing it to define you Turning Walk Beside Me into Hello Beautiful Who Christine is beyond the labels of model, patient, survivor, author, and advocate ABOUT HELLO BEAUTIFUL Inspired by Christine Handy's novel Walk Beside Me, Hello Beautiful stars Tricia Helfer and is written and directed by Ziad H. Hamzeh. Christine serves as an executive producer. After screenings and recognition on the film-festival circuit, Hello Beautiful has been acquired by Freestyle Releasing and will open in theaters nationwide September 25, 2026. This isn't a story about cancer being the end of someone's life. It's about what comes next. Learn more about Christine and Hello Beautiful: Christine Handy: www.christinehandy.com Instagram: @christinehandy1 Hello Beautiful: In theaters September 25, 2026 Trailer: https://youtu.be/fVw3xG426-c?si=PhLyEAYtxzsiwfEn

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  • #90
    September 8 · 49 min

    EP: 90 When Beauty Becomes Celebration Instead of Correction with Sarah Siegel-Kolodziejski

    What if beauty wasn't about fixing what's wrong with us? What if it was about celebration, creativity, confidence, and feeling more like ourselves? In this episode, I'm joined by Sarah Siegel-Kolodziejski, founder of Pure Clarity, for a conversation about the fascinating intersection of beauty, wellness, alcohol-free living, mindset, and reinvention. Sarah and I both love beauty. We're not here to tell women to throw away the mascara, cancel the Botox appointment, and retreat into the woods. But we are interested in asking better questions about why we do what we do. When does beauty feel like self-expression—and when does it become another way we're taught that we need correcting? We talk about Chella, the clean, vegan beauty brand focused on brows and eyes, and the idea that beauty can enhance who you already are rather than create some supposedly "better" version of you. But this conversation goes much deeper than makeup. Sarah and I also talk about how dramatically we've both changed our lives by changing our thinking. We discuss rewiring old patterns, neuroplasticity, and studying the work of Dr. Joe Dispenza as part of understanding that we aren't sentenced to think, behave, or live the way we always have. Our brains change. Our beliefs can change. And when we repeatedly practice new ways of thinking and behaving, our lives can change with them. We also get into a contradiction Sarah has noticed within the wellness world: an industry obsessed with clean ingredients, longevity, mindfulness, nervous-system regulation, sleep and optimal health still routinely pushes alcohol. We're scrutinizing what's in our moisturizer while somebody is pouring the third glass of rosé at the wellness retreat. Maybe wellness deserves a bigger conversation. This episode is about beauty without punishment, wellness without perfection, questioning the cultural scripts we've inherited, and giving ourselves permission to evolve. Because maybe beauty isn't another project. Maybe beauty gets to be a celebration. Mentioned in this episode Pure Clarity — Mindful Drinking, Mindful Living Sarah's alcohol-free lifestyle, coaching and wellness community: https://www.pureclaritynow.com/ Chella Beauty Clean, vegan brow and eye beauty: https://chella.com/

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  • #89
    September 1 · 34 min

    EP: 89 You Don't Have to Monetize Your Joy: Starting Over in Midlife.

    Is midlife too late to start something new? Or have social media, hustle culture, and our obsession with turning every damn thing into an accomplishment convinced us that if we're not already good at it, making money from it, or building a personal brand around it…why bother? In this episode of Rewired Sober: The Next Chapter, I'm talking about what it feels like to be 47 and suddenly obsessed with sewing, French, fashion, creativity, and parts of myself I thought I'd left somewhere along the way. And yes, sometimes I look online and think: Well shit. I should have started this twenty years ago. Social media can give us permission to imagine a different life. It can show us women doing fascinating, creative, brave things we didn't even know were available to us. But it can also create FOMO, urgency, comparison, and the nagging feeling that we're late to our own lives. I'm not the woman I was at 27—and thank God. I love her. But I don't want to go backward and become her again. Twenty years of mistakes, heartbreak, recovery, careers, relationships, failures, courage, ridiculous decisions, wisdom, and actual LIFE have shaped the woman I am now. Maybe midlife isn't about reinventing yourself from scratch. Maybe sometimes it's about bringing old pieces of yourself back—with twenty more years of wisdom attached. And maybe sewing doesn't need to become a clothing line. Maybe learning French doesn't need to become content. Maybe loving fashion doesn't require me to prove that I'm important enough to belong in fashion. Maybe we are allowed to be beginners. To follow novelty. To suck at something. To change our minds. To spend time on something simply because it makes us feel more alive. Because joy doesn't need a business plan. In this episode, I get into social media and FOMO, the fear of being behind, the pressure to monetize everything we love, why novelty matters, returning to forgotten parts of ourselves, and the strange freedom of realizing that at 47, I don't need every new interest to lead somewhere. Sometimes loving the hell out of something is enough. Connect with Kate @katevitela

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  • #88
    August 25 · 54 min

    EP: 88 Fashion as Armor: Patricia Field, Old New York & the Psychology of Style — with Kate Tricarico

    What if getting dressed has less to do with fashion—and everything to do with identity? In this episode, I sit down with New York stylist and creative director Kate Tricarico to talk about why personal style is so much deeper than following trends. From growing up in New York City to working with legendary costume designer Patricia Field on the Bowery, Kate shares stories from the city's unforgettable fashion scene and how those experiences shaped her understanding of clothing as self-expression. Today, Kate styles everyone from celebrities to everyday women, helping people discover a wardrobe that reflects who they are instead of who social media tells them to be. We also dive into one of fashion's most controversial conversations: John Galliano. Fifteen years into his sobriety, does one of the greatest fashion designers of our time deserve recognition from the Met? Can we separate extraordinary art from the deeply flawed human who created it? And what does accountability, forgiveness, and redemption look like in creative industries? Whether you love fashion or have never thought much about it, this conversation is really about something much bigger: Who are you? And are your clothes helping you become more of that person—or less? In This Episode Kate Tricarico's journey from growing up in New York City to becoming a stylist and creative director Working for Patricia Field on the Bowery and lessons from New York's creative scene Archival fashion and why fashion history still matters Why personal style is an extension of identity—not just aesthetics The difference between dressing for trends versus dressing for yourself Confidence, self-concept, and authentic self-expression John Galliano's extraordinary creative legacy and the controversy surrounding his career Sobriety, accountability, forgiveness, and whether redemption is possible Can we separate the artist from the art? Why the most stylish people aren't necessarily the trendiest—they're the most authentic Big Takeaway "Style isn't about becoming someone else. It's about becoming more recognizably yourself." If you enjoyed this conversation, please subscribe, leave a review, and share it with someone who loves psychology, fashion, or the lifelong process of evolving. Because style isn't just what you wear. It's one of the ways you tell the world—and yourself—who you are. Connect with Kate Vitela @katevitela Connect with Kate Tricarico Instagram: @katetricarico Website: katetricarico.com Creative Director • Fashion Stylist • Archival Fashion Specialist

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  • #87
    August 18 · 15 min

    EP: 87 Why Rewired Sober Is Evolving & Expanding the Conversation. Womanhood, Style, Identity, Fashion, Midlife, and So Much More.

    It's Time to Pivot: Why Rewired Sober Is Evolving Eight years ago, getting sober changed everything. For a long time, alcohol was the conversation because it had to be. It was the thing standing between me and the life I wanted. But here's what I've discovered after years of working with women in recovery, psychiatric nursing, coaching, and hosting this podcast: We rarely stay talking about alcohol for very long. Eventually, the conversations become about burnout. Identity. Marriage. Careers. Friendships. Midlife. Confidence. Style. Beauty. Purpose. The pressure of being a woman. And the lifelong process of becoming ourselves. That's where my curiosity lives. In this short episode, I'm sharing why I'm pivoting the podcast and what you can expect moving forward. We'll still talk about sobriety—because it shaped who I am, and it will always weave its way into these conversations—but this next chapter is much bigger than alcohol. We'll explore: Why recovery is only the beginning—not the whole story The psychology of identity and reinvention Womanhood and the invisible rules we've inherited Fashion and personal style as forms of self-expression Beauty, aging, confidence, and the stories we tell ourselves Neuroscience, psychology, and human behavior Midlife as a season of evolution rather than decline The art of becoming who you actually are If you've been with me from the beginning, thank you. I hope you'll stay for what's next. Because the goal was never to spend our entire lives talking about what we stopped drinking. The goal was always to go out and build a life that feels honest, beautiful, meaningful, and completely our own. So here's to Chapter Two. Let's evolve together. In this episode Why I'm changing the direction of the podcast What years of psychiatric nursing and coaching have taught me Why conversations naturally move beyond alcohol What we'll be exploring in future episodes An invitation to keep growing with me Connect with Kate @katevitela or @rewiredsober Follow along for conversations on psychology, identity, style, womanhood, neuroscience, and the art of evolving. If this podcast has meant something to you, I'd love for you to stay for this next chapter. And if someone in your life is navigating change, send this episode their way. Because reinvention isn't a detour. Sometimes it's exactly where life begins.

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  • #86
    August 11 · 29 min

    EP 86: Can You Heal in The Places That Broke You? Rewriting Our Story. Giving Our Brain New Evidence.

    Can healing happen in the very places where we once unraveled? In this deeply personal episode of Rewired Sober, I share the story of returning to Portland—a city that once represented some of the most painful years of my life. It was the place where alcohol left behind professional wreckage, strained relationships, broken trust, and a version of myself I wasn't proud of. Eight years into recovery, I returned not to erase the past, but to experience it as the woman I've become. This episode explores how our brains attach emotions to places, why shame often convinces us to avoid certain people or locations, and how creating new experiences can help us rewrite the stories we've been telling ourselves. Recovery isn't about pretending the past never happened. It's about proving to yourself that your past no longer gets to define your present. In This Episode My recent trip back to Portland and why it mattered so much How alcohol affected my professional life, relationships, and identity Why certain places can trigger powerful memories years later The neuroscience of memory, context, and emotional associations What memory reconsolidation is and how the brain updates old experiences Why avoiding painful places can unintentionally keep shame alive How creating new memories helps reclaim places once connected to addiction The difference between reliving the past and revisiting it as someone new Why I wasn't trying to erase my story—I was expanding it How recovery allows us to reclaim our identity, not just our sobriety Memorable Takeaways "Recovery isn't just about changing your future. Sometimes it's about changing your relationship with your past." "I wasn't trying to rewrite history. I was giving my brain new evidence." "Portland didn't change. I did." "Healing isn't pretending the past didn't happen. Healing is refusing to let the past have the final word." "The places where you unraveled don't have to become places you avoid forever." "Sometimes the greatest repair isn't explaining yourself. It's becoming someone different." "I wasn't reliving my past. I was allowing my present self to meet it." Neuroscience Discussed Memory reconsolidation Emotional memory and place associations The hippocampus and contextual memory The amygdala and emotional learning Avoidance and the nervous system Neuroplasticity Creating new neural associations through lived experience Rewired Sober 1:1 Coaching Spots Are Open (But Fill Up Fast) Start anytime and get 3 months of guidance from Kate designed for women in sobriety. Book a discovery call to inquire: https://calendly.com/katevitelacoaching/deep-dive-1-1-w-kate Connect with Kate @rewiredsober on all social media platforms: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/rewiredsober/ Email: katevitelacoaching@gmail.com

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  • #85
    August 4 · 27 min

    EP: 85 Alcohol Hijacked My Brain (And How I Got It Back)

    What if the greatest thing you recover in sobriety isn't your liver…it's your brain? In this episode of Rewired Sober, I share a deeply personal look at the ways alcohol quietly changed my thinking, attention, stress tolerance, curiosity, and ability to experience everyday joy. This isn't another episode about fear or shame. It's a conversation about hope and neuroplasticity. As a psychiatric nurse, I've spent years studying how alcohol affects the brain. As someone in long-term recovery, I've also lived it. Looking back, I can see that alcohol didn't just take away hangover-free mornings. It slowly narrowed my world. It consumed my attention, shrank my capacity to handle stress, and stole the curiosity that makes life rich and meaningful. The good news? Our brains are remarkably adaptable. Recovery isn't just about putting down the drink. It's about giving your brain the opportunity to heal, reconnect, and rediscover parts of yourself that may have gone quiet for years. In This Episode Why alcohol doesn't just affect the liver—it changes the brain The link between heavy alcohol use and long-term brain health How alcohol quietly steals curiosity and narrows your world Why I didn't really discover Instagram—or many new interests—until after I got sober The hidden cognitive load of planning, drinking, recovering, and trying to moderate How alcohol consumes your attention and mental bandwidth Why everyday pleasures can feel flat while drinking Dr. Anna Lembke's pleasure-pain balance and how the brain recalibrates How alcohol changes the brain's stress response through GABA and glutamate Why life eventually felt harder because I was drinking—not the other way around The concept of "capacity" and how recovery expands your ability to handle discomfort How neuroplasticity allows the brain to recover over time What I believe alcohol borrowed from my brain—and what sobriety gave back Memorable Takeaways "Alcohol didn't steal my brain overnight. It borrowed tiny pieces of it for years." "The world didn't become harder. My capacity to handle it became smaller." "Recovery didn't remove difficulty from my life. It expanded my ability to meet it." "Alcohol occupied so much mental real estate that there wasn't much room left for curiosity." "I didn't just get sober. I got my brain back." Mentioned in This Episode Neuroplasticity GABA and glutamate Executive function Cognitive load The pleasure-pain balance Stress tolerance Curiosity and attention Dr. Anna Lembke and Dopamine Nation Reflection Questions What parts of yourself have gotten quieter over the years? Where has alcohol—or any coping strategy—been borrowing your attention? What has come back since you've been in recovery? What are you curious about today that you weren't curious about while drinking? How has your capacity to handle life changed since you stopped drinking? If this episode resonated with you, I'd love for you to share it with someone who needs a little hope today. And if you're enjoying Rewired Sober, leaving a rating or review helps more women discover these conversations about the neuroscience of recovery and what it truly means to rebuild a life. Rewired Sober 1:1 Coaching Spots Are Open (But Fill Up Fast) Start anytime and get 3 months of guidance from Kate designed for women in sobriety. Book a discovery call to inquire: https://calendly.com/katevitelacoaching/deep-dive-1-1-w-kate Connect with Kate @rewiredsober on all social media platforms: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/rewiredsober/ Email: katevitelacoaching@gmail.com

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  • #84
    July 28 · 25 min

    EP: 84 Quit Breaking Promises to Yourself: The Science of Self-Trust

    Most people think recovery is about quitting alcohol. It's not. Quitting drinking is the beginning. Learning to trust yourself again is where real recovery begins. In this episode, I explore why self-trust—not willpower—is one of the greatest gifts of sobriety. We talk about why so many women lose trust in themselves, how years of self-abandonment quietly erode confidence, and why rebuilding that relationship happens through small, everyday decisions—not dramatic transformations. You'll also learn how your brain literally rewires itself as you begin keeping promises to yourself, setting boundaries, tolerating discomfort, and living in alignment with your values. If you've ever wondered, Can I really trust myself? this episode is for you. In This Episode Why sobriety is the doorway—not the destination The difference between confidence and self-trust How alcohol and self-abandonment weaken our relationship with ourselves Why your brain needs evidence, not positive affirmations The neuroscience of building trust through repetition and neuroplasticity Why failure doesn't destroy self-trust—but abandoning yourself does The surprising role of boundaries, emotional honesty, and integrity in recovery Small daily promises that strengthen your capacity and confidence Key Takeaways Self-trust is earned through repeated action, not wishful thinking. Confidence grows from evidence that you'll show up for yourself. Your brain updates what it believes about you every time you act in alignment with your values. Recovery isn't about becoming perfect. It's about becoming someone you can rely on. Every kept promise—no matter how small—is a vote for the person you're becoming. Reflection Questions Where do I trust myself more today than I did a year ago? Where am I still abandoning myself? What is one small promise I can make to myself this week that I know I can keep? What evidence am I giving my brain that I am becoming someone I can count on? Favorite Quote "Self-trust isn't a feeling. It's evidence. You build it one kept promise at a time." Resources Mentioned The science of neuroplasticity The relationship between integrity, repetition, and lasting behavior change Emotional literacy and boundary-setting as essential recovery skills Connect with Kate: Rewired Sober 1:1 Coaching Spots Are Open (But Fill Up Fast) Start anytime and get 3 months of guidance from Kate designed for women in sobriety. Book a discovery call to inquire: https://calendly.com/katevitelacoaching/deep-dive-1-1-w-kate Connect with Kate @rewiredsober on all social media platforms: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/rewiredsober/ Email: katevitelacoaching@gmail.com

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  • #83
    July 21 · 39 min

    EP: 83 How to Help Someone You Love Who Drinks Too Much (Without Losing Yourself)

    Watching someone you love struggle with alcohol can be heartbreaking, frustrating, confusing, and exhausting. Whether it's a spouse, parent, adult child, sibling, or friend, many of us find ourselves asking the same question: How do I help without becoming consumed by their choices? In this episode, Kate explores the delicate balance between caring and carrying, supporting and controlling, loving and enabling. Drawing from her experience as a psychiatric nurse, addiction nurse, recovery coach, and someone who has been on both sides of the conversation, she breaks down what actually helps—and what doesn't. You'll learn why you can't love someone sober, why "if they loved us enough, they'd stop" is usually the wrong question, and how to set boundaries without abandoning the people you care about. This is a nuanced conversation. There are no perfect scripts or universal answers. But there are principles that can help you stay connected to the people you love without losing yourself in the process. In This Episode: Why you cannot make another adult stop drinking The difference between support and control Why nagging, pleading, and monitoring rarely create lasting change Why "If they loved me, they would stop" is often a misunderstanding of addiction The role of willingness in behavior change How fear can quietly turn into rescuing Why consequences are not punishment What healthy boundaries actually look like The difference between abandoning someone and protecting yourself How to say: "I love you. I see you. And this has to change for me to remain this involved in your life." Why viewing someone as "broken" often creates more shame than healing The concept of maladaptive coping rather than defective character Resources that may help: coaching, therapy, SMART Recovery, Recovery Dharma, support groups, and peer support Thoughts on Codependents Anonymous (CoDA) Why your own mental health and recovery matter too Memorable Takeaways: "You cannot love someone sober." "Love means letting other people voluntarily evolve." "You can care without carrying." "If love alone could cure addiction, addiction wouldn't exist." "Their drinking is not a measurement of your worth." Rewired Sober 1:1 Coaching Spots Are Open (But Fill Up Fast) Start anytime and get 3 months of guidance from Kate designed for women in sobriety. Book a discovery call to inquire: https://calendly.com/katevitelacoaching/deep-dive-1-1-w-kate Connect with Kate @rewiredsober on all social media platforms: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/rewiredsober/ Email: katevitelacoaching@gmail.com

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  • #82
    July 14 · 41 min

    EP: 82 The Dopamine Myth: Why Anticipation is the Real Party Drug.

    Episode Description What if your craving isn't actually for alcohol? What if the thing you're chasing isn't the wine, the cocktail, or the buzz—but the feeling you believe it will create? In this episode, Kate dives into the fascinating neuroscience of dopamine, anticipation, and craving. Drawing from the work of psychiatrist and author Dr. Anna Lembke (Dopamine Nation), she explores why the anticipation of drinking often feels more rewarding than the drink itself and why the first sip rarely lives up to the fantasy. If you've ever said, "I just need a dopamine hit," this episode is for you. You'll learn why dopamine is often misunderstood, how modern life trains us to seek quick relief through shopping, scrolling, food, alcohol, and other habits, and how understanding your brain can help you break free from the craving cycle. This isn't about becoming boring or never wanting pleasure again. It's about learning what your brain is actually asking for and finding healthier ways to meet those needs. In This Episode: Why dopamine is not simply the "pleasure chemical" The difference between wanting and liking How anticipation drives craving The science behind the "Friday afternoon wine" phenomenon Why your brain starts feeling better before you've even had a drink The surprising reason the first sip often feels disappointing How reward prediction influences behavior Dr. Anna Lembke's concept of the pleasure-pain balance Why the relentless pursuit of pleasure often creates more pain Why relapse often starts long before the first drink How to recognize the stories and fantasies behind cravings Why "I need a dopamine hit" is often code for something deeper The difference between seeking alcohol and seeking relief A special discussion on ADHD, novelty-seeking, and reward processing How to create healthier sources of anticipation and excitement Why recovery is not about deprivation—it's about redirection Memorable Takeaways: "The anticipation is the party. The alcohol is often just the bill." "The behavior isn't the need. The behavior is the strategy." "Your brain is an incredible marketing department and sometimes a terrible historian." "Cravings are information, not instructions." "Recovery isn't about becoming less excited about life. It's about teaching your brain to get excited about different things." "The goal isn't to stop seeking dopamine. The goal is to understand what your brain is actually asking for." Mentioned In This Episode: Dr. Anna Lembke Dopamine Nation: Finding Balance in the Age of Indulgence Reward prediction and anticipation The pleasure-pain balance ADHD and dopamine Neuroplasticity and habit change Rewired Sober 1:1 Coaching Spots Are Open (But Fill Up Fast) Start anytime and get 3 months of guidance from Kate designed for women in sobriety. Book a discovery call to inquire: https://calendly.com/katevitelacoaching/deep-dive-1-1-w-kate Connect with Kate @rewiredsober on all social media platforms: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/rewiredsober/ Email: katevitelacoaching@gmail.com

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  • #81
    July 7 · 53 min

    EP: 81: Inside the Making of TOX: A Film About Beauty Obsession & the Cost of Perfection Starring Kerri Lynn Miller

    What do Botox, beauty culture, perfectionism, recovery, feminism, and self-worth have in common? More than most of us want to admit. In this powerful and surprisingly funny conversation, Kate sits down with filmmaker and actress Kerri Lynn Miller to discuss her upcoming psychological drama TOX, a film exploring beauty obsession, body dysmorphia, perfectionism, and the relentless pursuit of external validation. Together, they unpack the uncomfortable truth that many women spend years chasing the next thing that promises to make them feel worthy: The wrinkle fix The weight loss The cosmetic procedure The perfect outfit The perfect body The perfect life And yet somehow, "enough" never arrives. Kate and Kerri explore how beauty culture can mirror the psychology of addiction, why midlife women often feel caught between self-care and self-rejection, and how social media, aging, and modern beauty standards create a nearly impossible game for women to win. In This Episode We Discuss: The surprising overlap between addiction and beauty obsession Why chasing perfection can function much like alcohol, shopping, workaholism, gambling, people-pleasing, dieting, or other process addictions. When does self-improvement become self-punishment? When does self-care cross the line into self-rejection? The hidden cost of perfectionism Kerri shares her own experience working for a pharmaceutical company with unlimited access to Botox, fillers, lasers, and cosmetic procedures—and how what looked like self-improvement was often rooted in a deeper desire to protect herself from rejection and pain. Why women are taught to believe their worth is in their appearance From childhood messages about beauty to social media's impossible standards, Kate and Kerri discuss how women are conditioned to believe that being attractive equals being valuable. And why that belief can quietly shape an entire life. Recovery, authenticity, and taking off the mask One of the most moving parts of the conversation explores the parallels between recovery and creative work. Both women discuss how healing often requires dropping the performance, telling the truth, and letting people see who you really are underneath the carefully curated image. Social media, Instagram Face, and the pressure to compete What happens when every face starts looking the same? Kate and Kerri talk about: Instagram Face AI-generated beauty standards Cosmetic procedures Filters and Zoom dysmorphia The pressure women feel to remain competitive as they age And why so many women feel trapped in a race they never agreed to run. Feminism, aging, and who benefits when women stay obsessed with beauty A candid discussion about the beauty industry, social conditioning, the patriarchy, and the cultural forces that profit when women spend their time, money, and energy trying to fix themselves rather than fully inhabit their lives. Shame, vulnerability, and the healing power of telling the truth Kerri shares how writing TOX became an unexpected healing journey. What started as a story about beauty became a deeper exploration of shame, worthiness, identity, and the freedom that comes when we stop hiding. Memorable Themes From This Conversation You cannot find worth outside yourself if you haven't found it within. Perfectionism is often fear wearing expensive clothes. Socially acceptable addictions are still addictions. Recovery isn't just about alcohol. Authenticity is more powerful than perfection. Aging isn't a character flaw. Freedom begins when you stop chasing someone else's definition of enough. About Kerri Lynn Miller Kerri Lynn Miller is an award-winning filmmaker, actress, writer, and producer whose work explores beauty standards, perfectionism, self-worth, identity, and the psychological cost of seeking validation from the outside world. Her upcoming film TOX follows a woman caught in the increasingly dangerous pursuit of perfection, examining body dysmorphia, beauty culture, addiction, and the universal desire to feel seen, chosen, and loved. TOX Film: @tox_film Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tox_film/ www.toxfilm.com Rewired Sober 1:1 Coaching Spots Are Open (But Fill Up Fast) Start anytime and get 3 months of guidance from Kate designed for women in sobriety. Book a discovery call to inquire: https://calendly.com/katevitelacoaching/deep-dive-1-1-w-kate Connect with Kate @rewiredsober on all social media platforms: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/rewiredsober/ Email: katevitelacoaching@gmail.com

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  • #80
    June 30 · 36 min

    EP: 80: Self-Objectification, AI, and the Lost Art of Being Human

    Rewired Sober 1:1 Coaching Spots Are Open (But Fill Up Fast) Start anytime and get 3 months of guidance from Kate designed for women in sobriety. Book a discovery call to inquire: https://calendly.com/katevitelacoaching/deep-dive-1-1-w-kate Connect with Kate @rewiredsober on all social media platforms: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/rewiredsober/ Email: katevitelacoaching@gmail.com For most of human history, women experienced life. Now we watch ourselves live it. We stare at our faces on Zoom. We record ourselves. Edit ourselves. Compare ourselves. Analyze ourselves. Then compare ourselves to influencers, celebrities, filters, and increasingly, people who don't even exist. In this episode, I explore the psychological concept of self-objectification—the process of viewing yourself through the eyes of others instead of experiencing yourself from the inside out. After spending a week in New York surrounded by thousands of real faces, I had a surprising realization: Nobody looked like Instagram. Nobody looked like AI. And somehow, that made me feel better about myself. We dive into: What self-objectification is and why women are especially vulnerable to it Why staring at ourselves all day is changing our psychology Zoom dysmorphia and the rise of cosmetic procedures How AI-generated beauty is quietly redefining what's "normal" Why recovery is teaching me to value humanity over perfection The emotional side of aging nobody talks about How beauty culture and alcohol culture both profit from our insecurities Why real-life faces are becoming an act of rebellion How seeing actual humans recalibrates the brain The difference between living your life and performing it Because maybe the goal isn't to become more beautiful. Maybe the goal is to become more human. Maybe the most radical thing a woman can do right now is stop treating herself like a problem to solve. If you've ever found yourself obsessing over wrinkles, filters, Botox, aging, or feeling like you're somehow falling behind, this episode is for you. Quote From This Episode "The happiest moments of my life are the moments I forget what I look like." Key Takeaway Your brain adapts to whatever it repeatedly sees. If all you feed it is perfection, reality starts to feel inadequate. The cure might not be fixing your face. The cure might be getting back into real life. Seeing real people. Laughing harder. Creating more than consuming. And remembering what human actually looks like.

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