Midlife Confidential

Episode 24: Booty Count in Midlife

Remember back in your teens and twenties when your “number” felt like high-stakes social currency? Whether you were terrified of seeming too experienced, stressed about looking completely naive, or quietly editing your mental list so nobody would judge you, everyone had a complicated relationship with their sexual tally. Fast-forward twenty or thirty years into midlife... after marriages, divorces, monogamy, and carpools. What happens to that tally? Do we still care? Do we still lie? Do we even remember? This week on Midlife Confidential, Julie and Jenny dive into the cold, hard, anonymous digits our listeners confessed. From retroactive partner demotions to hilarious midlife amnesia, the truth behind our generation's sexual resumes is way more fascinating than the math. #MidlifeConfidential #BootyCount #MidlifeSexuality #WomenOver40 #TabooTopics #PodcastForWomen #MidlifeUncensored #MarriageUnfiltered #PerimenopauseLife #SexualHistory

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Episode 23: Never Have I Ever... In Midlife

Remember playing "Never Have I Ever" in college over cheap beer? Fast-forward to midlife, and the game looks a little different. This week, we’re unpacking the juicy, awkward, and wildly honest anonymous confessions our community was too embarrassed to admit out loud. From bedroom taboos to tactical domestic rebellion. In this episode, Jenny and Julie dive into: Tactical Ignorance & Strategic Incompetence: Why pretending you don't know how to use the grill, lawnmower, or breaker box is actually advanced midlife self-preservation. The Bedroom Climax Gap: The real reasons midlifers are letting battery-operated devices do the heavy lifting instead of speaking up to partners after 15+ years of marriage. Quirks & Wild Confessions: From dry cereal habits to secret threesome fantasies, we cover the weird, wonderful things that make us human. Take the Next Survey: Spill your secrets for our upcoming episode on number of sexual partners at www.midlifeconfidential.com/poll. Connect With Us on Instagram: @therealmidlifeconfidential. #MidlifeConfidential #MidlifeMoments #WomenOver40 #MidlifePodcast #NeverHaveIEver #MomLifeUnfiltered #TabooTopics #MiddleAgeUncensored #PodcastLife #MidlifeRebellion #SoberCurious #PerimenopauseLife #MarriageUnfiltered

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Episode 22: Envy in Midlife

In this episode of Midlife Confidential, Julie and Jenny dig into one of the most relatable feelings of midlife: envy. Using anonymous listener poll data, they unpack what women in midlife are secretly jealous of. From luxury vacations and effortless travel, to changing bodies, GLP-1 culture, dream homes, free time, and financial freedom. Along the way, they explore the difference between envy and jealousy, how social media amplifies comparison, and why so many of us feel stuck chasing shifting goals. But the conversation doesn’t stop at envy. We also flipped the script and asked what people might secretly envy about their own life. From strong marriages and close-knit families to quiet vacations and financial flexibility, the “gloat” responses reveal that everyone’s life has trade-offs, and that what looks enviable from the outside often hides a very different reality. Funny, honest, and deeply relatable, this episode is a reminder that midlife comparison is normal, but it doesn’t have to run the show.

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Episode 21: Money in Midlife

How the hell is everyone else paying for their lives? If you’ve ever scrolled through Instagram, spotted someone on their third luxury vacation of the year in a brand-new SUV, and immediately did mental math trying to figure out if they’re making bank, drowning in credit card debt, or quietly subsidized by a family bailout... you are NOT alone. Episode 21: Money in Midlife is live! In this episode’s survey, we asked our midlife community to spill the anonymous truth on debt, savings plans, and whether mom and dad are secretly funding those Instagram-worthy lifestyles. In this episode we share: What percentage of our listeners carry non-house debt How many midlifers can comfortably cover an unexpected $2,000 expense Who’s getting help and what that looks like Tune in to hear what the data told us, and join our discussion about the uncomfortable, icky, and emotional baggage that comes with talking openly about money.

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Episode 20: AI in Midlife

Are you midlifers prepared for when your teenager walks through the door and introduces their new, AI-generated partner? This week, Julie and Jenny are analyzing our latest anonymous poll to uncover how middle-aged adults are navigating the rise of the robots. Turns out midlifers aren’t tech-phobic at all—but we are experiencing some serious existential dread. From using ChatGPT as a late-night, judgment-free anxiety sounding board, to outsourcing marriage counseling by having Claude analyze a fight with your spouse, we’re dishing on the fascinating ways we are using AI. But it’s not all vacation itineraries and perfectly polished emails. We’re also tackling the dark side: "mental atrophy," the panic of a college professor watching critical thinking take a nosedive, and the looming fear over career security for seasoned professionals. In this episode, we discuss: The Secret Confidant: Why we’re turning to chatbots for relational advice and the questions we’re too embarrassed to ask real people. The Hard Data: A breakdown of our community stats—why 67% of you are using it daily, but 100% of us are slightly terrified of the trade-offs. Mental Atrophy: The very real fear that outsourcing our thinking is making our own midlife brains feel a little rusty. The Kids' Future & Career Security: Navigating the massive AI transformation while raising kids, and why seasoned professionals are worried their decades of expertise might not be the shield it used to be. Our AI Wins & Fails: We share our own AI wins of deciphering contracts and our cautionary tales of AI-generated images where everyone has a missing finger. Put your headphones in and get your reality check. Are you controlling your feed, or is the robot running your life?

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Episode 19: Hair in Midlife

In this episode, we sit down with master colorist and “color connoisseur” Margaret Cunningham for a candid, eye-opening conversation about everything midlife women want to know about hair. From the craziest things she’s heard in the chair to the truth about hair washing, gray blending, thinning, hormone shifts, and what really happens to our hair as we age, Margaret breaks it all down in a way that’s practical, honest, and surprisingly fascinating. We also get into the big questions: Should you go gray? Are highlights okay for tweens and teens? Does hot water really damage your hair? And what products actually make a difference? Margaret shares expert tips, myth-busting advice, and real-life salon wisdom that every woman can use. If you’ve ever wondered why your hair changed in perimenopause, how to protect your color, or what styles actually work for midlifers, this conversation is packed with answers. About Margaret Margaret Cunningham is the owner and lead stylist of Gloss Hair Studio, where she and her talented team bring more than 30 years of combined experience to every client who walks through the door. A hairstylist since 2009, Margaret is passionate about helping people feel confident through healthy, beautiful hair while keeping hair care approachable and realistic for everyday life. Her work has been featured in industry publications and shared by some of the largest hair-focused social media platforms, earning recognition for her expertise in color, styling, and hair education. Through her salon and online presence, she loves debunking common hair myths, sharing practical tips, and empowering clients to make informed decisions about their hair. For booking please email glosshairstudio203@gmail.com or book on https://www.vagaro.com/glosshairstudio3 Follow Margaret on Instagram at @thecolorconnoisseur and Gloss Hair Studio at https://www.vagaro.com/glosshairstudio3

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Episode 18: Cheating in Midlife

Grab your headphones and close the doors, because this week we're airing out midlife's biggest, juiciest taboo: cheating. Backed by our latest anonymous survey, we dig deep into what’s actually happening in marriages that have crossed the 10- and 20-year marks. From school drop-off crushes and steamy dreams about other parents in the friend group to the "No Sex Shift"—where some midlife women are wishing for a socially acceptable way to opt out of the bedroom entirely. We also tackle Consensual Non-Monogamy (CNM) and polyamory. Is it hot, or too exhausting to execute? In this episode, we discuss: [00:05] The girls' trip porn revelation and Julie’s self-diagnosed "erotophobia." [04:26] The hard data: 16% of midlifers have considered cheating, and 42% have thought or fantasized about it in their current relationship. [05:41] Sideline Staring: Steamy dreams, masturbation fantasies, and checking out the other moms and dads at school drop-off. [08:16] The Office Container: Why long hours and blurry lines make the workplace the ultimate breeding ground for affairs. [13:07] The "No Sex Shift": Women who want to opt out of the bedroom to become the cute old couple holding hands and getting 8 hours of sleep. [14:42] Polyamory & Consensual Non-Monogamy (CNM): Navigating jealousy, "compersion" (being happy your partner is happy with someone else), and why it's cool in theory but terrifying in reality. [17:43] The ultimate question: Would you rather be a guest star in someone else's bedroom or have a guest star in yours? Follow us on Instagram: @therealmidlifeconfidential Remember to hit pause and subscribe wherever you get your podcasts so you never miss an episode.

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Bonus: A Peek into our Socials

Our Instagram feeds are onto us. In this special bonus episode Julie and Jenny open their apps and reveal the truth of what the algorithm thinks we want—and honestly, we’ve never felt so targeted, exposed, and a tad mortified. Grab a beverage and open your feed with us. What is yours serving you?

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Episode 17: Social Media in Midlife

Is social media bringing you joy, or is it slowly ruining you? In this episode we dissect and share the data from our latest anonymous survey, revealing how middle-aged people really feel about their relationship with social apps. In this episode, we discuss: The 2009 Flashbacks: Remembering the cringey days of text-only status updates. The Vulnerability Traps: How algorithms map your scrolling speed and typing velocity to serve high-emotion content when your defenses are lowest. The Validation Shift: Why our relationship with posting changes in midlife, and the rise of following strangers over real-life friends. The Breakup Dilemma: The struggle to set boundaries and why so many of us are constantly thinking about quitting for good. #MidlifeConfidential #SocialMediaInMidlife #DoomScrolling #TheAlgorithmIsWatching #MiddleAgedProblems #BehindTheCurtain

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Episode 16: The Off-Switch: Our Unfiltered Stories of Giving Up Alcohol

This month’s episodes have been all about the booze. How much middle aged people are drinking, or as the data shows, may not be! In today's episode your favorite middle-aged moms from Midlife Confidential spill the tea on our own journeys with booze, and the impact being sober has had on our lives. This episode is a no-holds-barred look at sobriety, social pressures, and the surprisingly large ripple effects of taking the non-drinking route. In this episode: Our "Why": The personal stories behind why we both ditched the booze in midlife The Mental Load: Why the constant "brain noise" and 3 a.m. anxiety are bigger red flags than a physical hangover. Social Survival: Navigating the "pariah" feeling at parties and managing shifting dynamics with partners, friends, and kids. The Midlife Glow-Up: Beyond better skin and sleep—how sobriety sparked an identity shift and new passions. Breaking the Stigma: Hard truths about drinking culture and the power of finding your "sober-curious" tribe. Timestamps: 00:00 - Why neither of us drinks and our different reasons 02:24 - The signals that alcohol was no longer serving us 06:56 - The hereditary thread of alcohol in families 08:17 - The noise in your head as a warning sign 11:32 - How social perceptions of sobriety are changing 15:00 - Navigating social events without alcohol 22:28 - The challenges of socializing sober and some go-to strategies 30:34 - How quitting alcohol can open new doors of opportunity 33:58 - The importance of pattern disruption and creating new routines 38:40 - Debunking the "drinking is bad" myth—supporting moderation if it works for you 42:20 - The empowering impact of sharing your story publicly 44:43 - What's actually in our fridges: non-alcoholic beverage favorites 47:06 - The simple joys: coffee, books, and treasured quiet moments Don't forget to subscribe and stay tuned for our upcoming polls—and share your own stories with us!

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Episode 15: Sober Curious with Casey McGuire Davidson

In this episode of Midlife Confidential, Julie and Jenny are joined by life coach and podcast host Casey McGuire Davidson to discuss the growing "sober curious" movement among midlife women. They explore the cultural shift away from alcohol, the physical impacts of drinking in midlife, and the benefits of taking an intentional break. Together with Casey we unpack some of the results of our community poll data that reveals a significant number of women are re-evaluating their relationship with alcohol. Casey shares her personal decade-long journey to sobriety and her transition from a high-stress marketing career to becoming a top sobriety coach for high-achieving women. The conversation covers the why behind midlife drinking, strategies for taking an intentional break, and why joining a sobriety challenge may be the key to transforming your mental and physical health. About Casey: Casey McGuire Davidson is a Life & Sobriety Coach, speaker, and host of the Top 100 Mental Health show The Hello Someday Podcast for Sober Curious Women. Featured on Good Morning America, NPR, HuffPost, The New York Times, NBC News and more, she helps high‑achieving women change their relationship with alcohol so they can drink less and live more. Website: Hello Someday Coaching Podcast: The Hello Someday Podcast for Sober Curious Women Instagram: @caseymdavidson Sober Coaching Program & Community: The Sobriety Starter Kit Free Guide: Free 30-Day Sober Guide

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Episode 14: Navigating Alcohol in Midlife

Is your nightly glass of wine starting to feel less like a "reward" and more like a "3 AM wake-up call"? You aren’t alone. In this episode of Midlife Confidential, we’re pulling back the curtain on midlife drinking habits using anonymous data from our community of "confidantes." We dive into why 75% of our poll respondents are actively cutting back or have stopped drinking altogether. From the science of why alcohol wreaks havoc on midlife sleep to the rise of the $178 billion "Sober Curious" market, we’re discussing the shift from drinking to "bio-hacking" our way to better moods and better skin. In this episode, we discuss: The Data: Why 50% of midlifers are drinking less and the top reasons for the shift (spoiler: "feeling crappy" is the #1 driver). The 3 AM Wake-Up: The biological reason alcohol triggers your "fight or flight" mode in the middle of the night. Sober Curiosity & Bio-hacking: How sobriety is being rebranded as a luxury wellness investment—like Botox, but for your brain. The "Substance Swap": Why "California Sober" and THC-infused beverages are becoming the new "glass of wine" for 1 in 4 Americans. Social Pressure: Navigating cocktail parties and spouses who still drink when you’re opting for an "Alt-Bev." Midlife Confidential is powered by YOU. We gather anonymous stories and data on taboo midlife topics to prove you’re not the only one doing weird shit (or just trying to survive Tuesdays). RESOURCES & LINKS: ✨ Take our latest poll: www.midlifeconfidential.com/pol 📸 Follow us on Instagram: @therealmidlifeconfidential 📺 Subscribe to our YouTube Channel: The Real Midlife Confidential Disclaimer: We are two moms with spreadsheets, not doctors or licensed therapists. Please consult a professional for medical or mental health advice. #MidlifeConfidential #SoberCurious #MidlifeWellness #AlcoholFree #Biohacking #Perimenopause #WomenOver40 #PodcastForWomen

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Episode 13: Mine, Yours, and the Mess in Between (Part 2)

We’re moving from the bedroom to the bills. In this episode, Julie and Jenny are pulling back the curtain on how midlife couples really handle their money. Is your "shared" bank account actually a "don’t ask, don’t tell" zone? We’re diving into the results of our latest poll where a high percentage of you say your finances are "completely" combined—but the qualitative data tells a much sneakier story. In this episode, we’re dishing on: The "Groceries" Hack: How one listener uses the grocery budget to fund her Nordstrom addiction (no financial trail included!). The "Autonomy Threshold": Why modern financial advisors recommend a "No-Questions-Asked" spending limit to save your sanity (and your relationship). The Rise of the Hybrid Model: Why only 38-40% of modern couples are actually all-in on joint accounts these days. Whether you’re a "Full Transparency" type or a "Cash Back at the Grocery Store" ninja, this episode is a reality check on the power dynamics, guilt, and occasional financial laundering that happens in midlife relationships.

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Episode 12: Mine, Yours and the Mess in Between (Part 1)

Julie and Jenny unpack the results from the latest poll to explore the complexities of sleeping arrangements in midlife relationships. They discuss bed sharing, snoring and musical beds with children, the growing importance of sleep hygiene, and the emerging trend of sleep separation. They top it off with some thought provoking industry insights to understand how couples navigate sleep for better intimacy and health. Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Sleep and Relationships 02:27 The Concept of Sleep Divorce 04:56 Statistics on Bed Sharing 07:10 Gender Differences in Sleeping Arrangements 09:52 The Impact of Sleep on Intimacy 12:45 Rebranding Sleep Divorce to Sleep Alliance 15:24 Innovative Sleeping Solutions #sleep #sleepdivorce #sleepaliance #separatebeds #relationships #midlife #sleephygiene #sleeptrends #sleepresearch

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Episode 11: Inside Men's Mental Health with Rick Fink

In a world where most men in their 40s and 50s would rather buy a Porsche or start an aggressive gravel-biking habit than talk about their feelings, we found a rare specimen. This week, we’re joined by Rick Fink—married father of two, comedian, and host of Small Town Scuttlebutt—to pull back the curtain on the men and their mental health. We’re putting Rick in the hot seat to discuss the pressure to provide and hide, the moment he realized he couldn’t just "I’m fine" his way through life anymore, and what’s actually in his mental health toolkit today. From managing road rage to what’s inside the male’s mental load, this episode is a raw, funny, and much-needed reality check on the guys in our lives. 00:58 Rick's Initial Mental Health Realization 01:46 Impact of Parenthood on Mental Health 02:49 Self-Medication and Substance Use 04:08 Deciding to Seek Help and Rehab Experience 06:26 The Turning Point: Hitting Rock Bottom 09:15 Deciding to Get Help and Hospital Stay 13:31 Hitting Rock Bottom and Realizations 18:44 Advice for Partners of Struggling Men 20:02 The Cost of Not Getting Help 26:42 Understanding the Male Mental Load 28:08 Practical Tips for Managing Daily Life Check out Rick! *Small Town Scuttlebutt Podcast* Instagram / Facebook: @smalltownscuttlebutt Website: https://smalltownscuttlebutt.com *Rick Fink Jr. Comedy* Instagram / Facebook: @rickfinkjrcomedy Website: https://rickfinkjr.com Share your secrets with us: Instagram: @MidlifeConfidential Website: https://www.midlifeconfidential.com If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health, emotional distress, or suicidal crisis, dial or text 988 in the US and Canada to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. It is free, confidential, 24/7, and available to anyone. #malementalhealth #midlifecrisis #mensmentalhealthmatters #mentalload #MarriageAfter40 #breakthesilence #parentingadvice #podcastforwomen

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Episode 10: Navigating Mental Health in your Midlife

Ever felt like you’re one chirping smoke detector away from a total meltdown? You’re not alone, and we have the data to prove it. This week, Julie and Jenny are pulling back the curtain on what Mental Health feels like in Midlife. We’re dissecting our latest poll to find out what people are doing for both prevention and support, and who they turn to when they need help. The answer might surprise you! We’re getting real about medication, the "codependence trap" of parenting, and why 2025 research says the "midlife hump" might actually be a myth (spoiler: it’s just because the kids are more stressed than we are). Whether you’re Team Zoloft, Team Belly Laughs, or just trying to stay an emotional anchor while your own ship is sinking, this is your reality check Chapters 00:00 Therapy Tales and Reflections 00:39 Midlife Moments: The Struggles of Adulting 03:00 Diving into Mental Health 10:36 Poll Insights on Mental Health Management 11:20 Prioritizing Mental Health Over Physical Health 12:22 The Impact of Upbringing on Mental Health 13:38 Empathy: Distress vs. Concern in Parenting 15:48 The Importance of Resilience in Children 16:42 Midlife Happiness: A Shift in Perspective 19:23 Coping Mechanisms: Women vs. Men in Midlife 21:29 The Shift from External Validation to Internal Values 23:55 Personal Strategies for Managing Mental Health 27:35 The Role of Healthy Stress and Anxiety 29:39 Looking Ahead: Future Conversations on Mental Health Resources If you or someone you know is struggling with mental health, emotional distress, or suicidal crisis, dial or text 988 in the US and Canada to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline. It is free, confidential, 24/7, and available to anyone William James College INTERFACE Referral Service: A free, confidential mental health referral service for residents of participating communities in Massachusetts BetterHelp: Online Therapy Platform Sabrina Carpenter - 'Skin'

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Episode 9: Midlife Goals... Love them or leave them?

Is setting a goal in your 40s and 50s a legitimate path to self-improvement, or just another unpaid project we don’t have the bandwidth to manage? In this episode, Julie and Jenny dive into the data to find out why health and wellness have officially replaced the corporate ladder—and why your calendar might be a better bestie than a "SMART" goal. Tune in to hear about: The Corporate Cringe: Why mandated work goals feel like a "check the box" activity that makes our shoulders tense. The 70% Club: Most midlifers are setting goals, but a third of us only do it when a birthday or New Year’s forces our hand. Goal Blockers: We talk about "Quitters Day," and the reality of losing motivation Pivoting vs. Failing: Is it failure if you just stop caring? (Spoiler: We think it’s actually kind of courageous) Atomic Tweaks: Why we’re obsessed with Atomic Habits and how to trick yourself into success by doing the bare minimum. Chapters 00:00: Welcome and Weekly Midlife Moments 04:54: Exploring the Nature of Goals 09:16: Insights from Poll Data on Goal Setting 10:37: The Balance Between Goals and Being Present 13:21: Common Blockers in Achieving Goals 17:34: Strategies for Effective Goal Setting 19:46: Rethinking Our Relationship with Goals Follow us on Instagram @therealmidlifeconfidential to get access to our latest poll drops and episodes, watch this episode on YouTube, and visit us at www.midlifeconfidential.com.

Episode 8: Finding Your “Second Act” Fun

Hosts Julie and Jenny explore the concept of fun, particularly in midlife. They share personal anecdotes about their recent experiences, including Julie's mishap during a restorative yoga class and Jenny's nostalgic discovery of an old iPod while organizing tech junk drawers. The conversation transitions into a deeper discussion about how fun can vary from person to person, emphasizing that what constitutes fun can change with age and life circumstances. They highlight the importance of scheduling fun and the challenges that come with balancing responsibilities and leisure time, especially for parents in midlife. They also touch on the societal pressures of comparing one's fun experiences to others, the concept of toxic positivity and a reminder that life is actually quite ordinary, and encouraged listeners to redefine what fun means for them individually. #midlife #fun #comparisontrap #secondact #podcast #podcastclips #podcastforwomen Chapters 00:00: Introduction to Fun in Midlife and Midlife Moments 03:13: Defining Fun: What It Means to Us 03:27: Low Key vs. Big Fun 06:05: Poll Insights: How Our Listeners Engage with Fun 08:11: The Comparison Trap and Fun Deprivation 10:17: Redefining Fun: Micro Moments and Low-Key Enjoyment 13:11: Listener Responses: What Fun Means to You 16:12: Conclusion and Encouragement to Explore Fun

Episode 7: Would you Rather...Fun Edition

In this mini episode Julie and Jenny play a rapid fire game of "Would You Rather" to tap into the concept of fun in midlife. They explore individual perspectives and preferences around what "fun" means. A full episode on the topic of fun, including data from our anonymous poll, is coming soon!

Episode 6: The Friendship Hustle

Is it just us, or is making a new friend in your 40s harder than finding a pair of jeans that fits both your waist and your ego? In this episode, Julie and Jenny dive into the results of our anonymous community poll to find out why midlife friendships feel like a full-time job. We’re exposing the truth about who we’re letting into our inner circles—and why your husband seems to be making besties at the car wash while you're struggling to sync a coffee date. In This Episode, We Discuss: [00:31] Midlife Moments: Jenny’s exploding toiletry bag and Julie’s "genius" (but potentially disappointing) family Christmas gift. [04:20] The Data Breakdown: Why 50% of women have only made one or two close friends in the last five years, while 100% of the men polled claim to be making new besties left and right. [06:52] The "Kid Connection": How our children’s social lives dictate our own, and the phases of making friends on the sidelines of soccer fields. [08:19] The Friendship Breakup: Why intentionally "editing" your social circle is more common than you think. [13:52] The Pro Tip: Why you should be careful about getting too close to your kids' friends' parents. [17:15] The 7-Year Rule: The fascinating research that says we replace half of our close social network every seven years. Resources Mentioned: The Fire Blanket: Julie’s favorite new practical safety gift. The Dutch Sociology Study: On the 7-year cycle of replacing social networks. Join the Conversation: Take our NEW Survey: Are you actually having fun, or just managing a to-do list? Spill it here: www.midlifeconfidential.com/poll Follow us on Instagram: @MidlifeConfidential Subscribe: Catch us on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts.