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Human Be True
A rogue underground broadcast interrogating psychedelics, sexuality, sound, and the systems that shape belief.
Human Be True is a rogue underground broadcast exploring psychedelics, sacred sexuality, sound, spirituality, religious deconstruction, and cultural deprogramming.
Hosted by Victoria Elise, known as The Voice of the Temple, the show investigates what happens when humans stop outsourcing power — to governments, religion, systems, gurus, or gods — and begin remembering their own divinity, erotic intelligence, and creative authority.
Each episode is part cultural analysis, part spiritual teaching, part sonic invocation. Conversations move through altered states, psychedelic research, sexuality, grief, music, religious deconstruction, and the future of human consciousness — woven together through voice, storytelling, frequency, and vibration.
Human Be True is not designed to reassure you.
It is designed to reorient you.
This is a space for those who already sense that the old frameworks of society are collapsing and are no longer interested in pretending otherwise.
If you’re ready to reclaim sovereignty of your body, your beliefs, your voice, you’re already in the right place.
If you’re here, you’re looking to remember who you were before you were told what to believe.
Subscribe if you’re ready to live from that place.
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August 2 · 30 minLesson 15: My Thoughts Are Images That I Have Made
I’ve been at my mom’s house this week, helping her clean out rooms that haven’t been touched in years. As I was sorting through old boxes, I came across journals my younger brother had written while he was in recovery before he died. I hadn’t seen them in years, and it reminded me how a single object can transport us into an entirely different world. In reading his diary from Talbot, his recovery center, I felt RAGE. A fire, burning in my heart. And then… tears flooded. How could we have been so naive to his addiction? How did I miss the subtle cues that he was a full blown heroin and oxycontin addict as his big sister? Sure, he had mood swings. He slept a lot. He would begin to get frantic about missing English paper deadlines his freshman year of college. He was mean… But underneath all of that was a soul in a body that was extremely dysregulated. It was a mind in a body that struggled with self worth, self concept, identity, fitting in, belonging, being “the best” and approval from others - strangers from the frat houses. The pipeline of our youth from high school to college frat houses, to alcohol addiction and chronic years of substance abuse to DEATH should be studied. But that’s an article for a different day. Reflecting on all of this, what seemed like lifetimes ago… made me wonder: How much of what we experience is reality, and how much of it is the meaning we’ve attached to it? Lesson 15 of A Course in Miracles says, “My thoughts are images that I have made.” At first, that sounds almost too simple. But the longer I sat with it, the more unsettling it became. What if my thoughts aren’t reality at all? What if they’re images shaped by grief, memory, shame, religion, culture, childhood, frat parties, and every experience that’s ever left its mark on me? After my brother died, I began seeing the entire world through death. Every goodbye felt heavier. Every conversation about death caught my attention. Not only did it change my chemical makeup in my brain, but it also changed my LANGUAGE and how I communicated with the world. It became the lens through which I experienced life. Years later, when I left Christianity, I realized I was grieving much more than a personal relationship with Christ (my imaginary friend in my mind which talked to me, guided me, supported me, made me feel safe, and comforted me—I was grieving the identity I had built around it. I had spent years believing I knew who I was, only to discover that much of that identity had been constructed from inherited beliefs and stories. The more I study the nervous system, the more I see how beautifully this lesson aligns with neuroscience. Our brains aren’t simply recording the moment—they’re constantly predicting it and preparing us for future moments, in an attempt to keep us safe and regulated and…. ALIVE. If we’ve experienced betrayal, we begin expecting betrayal. If we’ve experienced rejection, we start finding evidence of rejection everywhere we look. The nervous system is trying to keep us safe. But sometimes it’s protecting stories that no longer belong to us. And maybe, this is what the Descent really is. Observing the stories we’ve made around our identities. Not losing our “ego,” but losing the images we’ve mistaken for ourselves. Instead of asking, “How do I fix myself?” maybe the better question is, “What story am I still living inside?” What identity is my nervous system working so hard to defend? And who might I become if I no longer believed that story? These are the questions I’m sitting with today, and maybe they’ll meet you wherever you are too. If this conversation resonates with you, I’d love to invite you to The Sovereign Body, a free three-day live series where we’ll explore the Mythic Nervous System, what it actually means to feel safe in your body, and practices to help you cultivate a deeper capacity to receive. It’s the doorway into the work I’ve been building through Descent & Devotion, and I can’t wait to share it with you. “The Mythic Nervous System.” Wednesday, August 5th, 12:30 pm EST — The Mythic Nervous System: Finding Safety in the Physical Body - how to ground after visiting the astral planes for decades (this can feel like when your soul leaves your body, or you dissociate from the physical body to protect yourself from pain… and it’s totally fucking normal when you experience the death of someone you love! Let’s talk about it! Friday, August 7th 12:30 pm EST — The SOVEREIGN BODY Reset: Tangible tools and exercises for the body to relax, heal, and move stuck energy Sunday, August 9th 12:30 pm EST — Prosperity and Abundance Kriya: because a harmonious world calls for a harmonious inner world, too. We will utilize our breath, movement, mantras, sound, and vibration to expel stagnant energy and call in prosperity for your life. Subscribe to join the free LIVE teachings! In Truth written with the Fangs of Sacred Rage seeking revenge for the lives lost in the opiate epidemic. Will you join me in our collective healing? -V.E.M. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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August 1 · 49 minNobody Talks about the Death after the Death: LIVE with Victoria Elise
Nobody prepared me for the second death. Not the funeral. Not the casseroles. Not the condolences. Not the week of bereavement leave before you’re expected to return to work as if nothing happened. The physical death happens; everything shifts so quickly, and yet… Nobody prepared me for waking up months later searching for the woman I used to be... ...only to realize she no longer existed. After my younger brother died from an opioid overdose, I spent years trying to become “myself” again. Instead, I lost my religion. I lost my certainty. I lost love. I lost a stable career path. I lost the identity that once made the world make sense. What followed wasn’t simply a dark night of the soul… It was an INITIATION that took years to understand, realize, accept, and DESCEND into fully to transmute and fly like a sparkly phoenix rising from the ashes … In this first LIVE conversation, I share a story I’ve never fully told—from becoming a missionary... to leaving Christianity... to my family testifying against Purdue Pharma... to discovering the descent that eventually became the foundation of Sovereign Body Return & Descent & Devotion — my signature frameworks for navigating it all. Death jolts you awake or numbs you to sleep. It ruptures and fragments the psyche. But what about the identities that die while we’re still alive? If you’ve ever lost someone you’ve loved, been fired, divorced, deconstructed your faith, had a strange psychedelic trip that you haven’t been able to integrate fully, or looked in the mirror wondering where the old version of you went—this conversation is for you. Thank you to everyone who tuned into my live video! Join me again for my 3-day LIVE series August 24th, where I teach: “THE SOVEREIGN BODY RETURN” Mon. August 24th, 1 pm EST: I will tell the unvarnished story of how death, grief, loss, religious deconstruction, identity collapse, and the raw return to my body tore open the direction of my life Wed. August 26th 1 pm EST — You will be introduced to THE MYTHIC NERVOUS SYSTEM — my framework for understanding how your body carries not only what happened to you, but the identities, beliefs, and cultural stories you learned to survive it. Fri. August 28th 1 pm EST — Introduction to Descent & Devotion — the descent into the underworld to heal unconscious programming keeping you stuck in grief,. Sunday August 30th 1pm EST — Prosperity and Abundance: The Art of Feminine Receptivity: Because a harmonious world calls for a harmonious inner world, too. We will utilize our breath, movement, mantras, sound, and vibration to expel stagnant energy and call in prosperity for your life. I am learning that the more I give from a willing, loving heart, the more that others desire to give to me in reciprocity. I do not give to manipulate; I give to share what I can, with what I have available to me. The Spirit of our Universe honors and reflects back to us our intent… we are all mirrors for one another. It’s all, also, one big cosmic joke. So we might as well laugh and enjoy life. V.EM. Voice of the Spirit Within This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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March 31 · 10 minLesson 13: A Meaningless World Engenders Fear
When you start to see the world without the ego’s meanings, without the false rules, false hierarchies, false consequences, the ego panics. It rushes in to fill the void with fear. It says: “You’ll be unsafe without my definitions.” But the truth is, a meaningless world is freedom. And the fear you feel? That’s just the old program. That’s the one that’s been running since before you could speak. But today, it loses its grip on controlling your mind and behavioral patterns. Practice for TodayThree times today, take a moment to say: “I am looking at a meaningless world.” Look at whatever is in front of you — your desk, your phone, your coffee cup — and let that sentence land.Then close your eyes and say: “A meaningless world engenders fear because I think I am in competition with Source / The Divine / Love.” Notice any resistance.Notice if your body braces or contracts.That is the ancient fear —> the fear of punishment — moving through your cells, tingling like pine needles poking the skin, but at the bone level. Do you feel it? And then remember: THERE IS NO ENEMY.The Beloved does not compete.Meaninglessness is not a threat.It’s the first breath of soul unleashed, a power redeemed, sovereignty reclaimed. If you’re ready to move beyond the mental noise and truly begin to SEE, feel your soul and body, and come deeper into alignment with your truth, I invite you into 1:1 ceremonial work with me. Apply Here This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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May 19, 2025 · 9 minAmerican Primevil - The Lost Americas: Earth Medicine Sound Transmission ID: EMST-001
Having just finished the Netflix show, American Primevil, some things cannot be spoken, only sung. I just recorded a transmission in the steam room in a bougie ass gym in Buckhead—my voice raw, reverberating off the cedar walls, sweat pouring, heart wide open. It wasn’t planned. It came through me, wild and pure. A chant. A spell. A remembering. Listening back, it’s also hilarious because I gave no f*cks chanting and channeling and tapping into earth sound medicine while other women in white towels were trying to relax … I relax through the voice. Singing relaxes me, I melt into subconscious realms. My friend Mickey told me it transported him to a wild temple in Thailand—where dancing goddesses move barefoot with snakes and torches, oils and coconut water, ecstasy in every breath. And yet, to me, this song felt rooted in the Americas. It came from the bones buried below me - in genocide- the ancestral pulse of these lands - cursed lands. It came from somewhere far older than time. But maybe, now, it doesn’t belong to any one place. Maybe now it’s stored in human consciousness - a memory embedded so deeply within our DNA that it can no longer be ignored. Now, it belongs to all of us. And the reparation healings of lost souls, lost lands, and the lost Americas belong to all of us. The voice, when sung in trance, becomes a portal. A sacred key. When we allow ourselves to fully surrender to song and the melody of our spirit, something alchemical happens: we activate specific gateways within our emotional, physical, energetic, and spiritual body. The sound moves through us, yes, but it also moves into us, unlocking memories buried beneath logic and language. The Vibrations of voice dispersed throughout the physical organs, the auric field, the energetic field, and the spiritual realms - SHIFT frequency. It shifts the electromagnetic signature within and around us. Sound is a wave, and waveforms influence matter, emotion, brainwaves, and energy. The voice activates different realms of consciousness via TRANCE. This is how we time-travel. Trance. Through vibration, through breath, through the ancient neural corridors of mind and memory. When we enter that altered state—when the mind softens, and the ego dissolves—we begin to receive. Visions. Knowings. Sensations. Messages from the past, the future, and parallel timelines. We remember who we’ve been, who we are, and who we’re becoming—all at once. In that liminal space, the veil lifts. And what’s revealed is not new—it’s always been there. Dormant, waiting. The healing. The knowing. The grief. The answer. The destruction. The song. All of it exists in the field. The only requirement is that we tune into the frequency that reveals it. Voice is one of the most ancient ways. When I sing in trance, I unlock what I call the primal voice—a voice that doesn’t belong to performance or perfection, or stages, or Ticketmaster, or record labels for profit. It belongs to the effervescent, all-encompassing, everything, everywhere all at once. It belongs to that which has possessed it - not in a demonic sense but in a holy embodiment of the energetic imprint within the human channel, and the layers of human flesh, soul, and spirit to whom the message is sung. In vocal trance, the self dissolves, and spirit, ancestors, or archetypes speak or sing through the vessel. The Voice — when sung in drone or chants — can bring the body into coherent resonance, a state where the heartbeat, breath, and brainwaves harmonize. It’s the sound of spirit moving through dense matter. The sound of the wild feminine remembering herself. The sound of the ancestors humming through my bones. In Indigenous North and South American ceremonies, chant is a direct line to memory, lineage, and land. Songs are alive, passed down from spirit, not composed by ego or 10 men in a boardroom chasing the next platinum sound... especially WITHOUT the divine feminine oracles present. And yet, still, the white man will sell a medicinal song sung to a river for purification by an indigenous elder to a mass audience. He will find a way, trust me. But it’s not so much the man himself - it is the SYSTEM. So we must break the system and rebuild it. Rather than practicing or performing other people’s songs - use your voice and skills to sing the moment in the collective! Liberate us! Please! Let your voice be the revolution for the healing of your own spirit and the world.For it is prophesied: “We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time.” Romans 8:19-22 The Earth itself is groaning—crying out—in anticipation of the awakening or revelation of humanity’s divine nature. The natural world is sentient, spiritually intertwined with human consciousness and destiny. The rivers, trees, contain energy, sentience, and vibration. So awaken to your Remembrance to sing healing songs to the lost Americas - for the healing of all humanity and creatures, for the Earth, Mother Gaia. This is how humanity survived—through sound, rhythm, and ceremony. We didn’t talk about our pain to a therapist. We sang it into the fire. We danced it into the earth. We released it with our breath and alchemized it into purpose and pleasure. This is how we accessed god, we did not worship god, WE BECAME god through frequency. Through community. Through catharsis. Through presence. God as resonance, not hierarchy. This is how we evolved. This is how we connected. This is how we remembered ourselves — as one collective body, breathing, creating and grieving in UNISON. We didn’t separate spirit from sound. Sound was the spirit. This song is a frequency. An initiation. A medicine. It carries womb wisdom rising up through my spine to kiss the stars. I don’t even know how to describe it properly—except primal. Except hopeful. A call to return to what we’ve forgotten. A call to sing again. To heal together again. To remember that the voice is the gateway. This is my mission: to bring humanity back to trance, back to voice, back to the body, and back to the sacred memory of who we are when we’re not performing… but singing. The deeper we go into ourselves, the more clearly we can feel the collective. The more in tune we are with Nature, the more we feel and understand the collective - the more we awaken to the truth of consciousness itself. This is why I sing. This is why I listen. This is why I return again and again to the heat, to the steam, to the breath, to the pulse. Because this is not about me.It’s about us. Who are we? We are more than human. We are Truth. Human Be True. V.E.M | Human Be TrueVoice of the Temple | Songstress of The Lost Americas HUMAN BE TRUE IS RETURNING. SUBSCRIBE LINK IN BIO This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Apr 22, 2025 · 1 hr 12 minJulia Tiffin on Color as a Gateway to Purpose, Soul Memory, and the Eternal Light Within
🎨✨“Awareness is the new gold.”✨🎨 Greetings TRUEsapiens, We’re taught to chase clarity through data, identity through diagnostics, purpose through productivity. But what if all of that has kept us numb? It’s become obvious and absurd that we live in a world paradigm of human DO-ings, rather than human BE-ings. But now, we can access a new human See-ing through Julia's meditations on the color spectrum of Light. What if the real key to healing and remembering who you are has been hiding in plain sight—in a spectrum of light your body has always known how to read? Julia Tiffin is a metaphysical teacher, fine artist, and former Head of Fine Art Photography in South Africa who now guides creators, visionaries, and everyday seekers into the soul’s language of color. Her work blends the Mystery School traditions with sacred geometry, energy healing, and the frequency codes held within the visible light spectrum—revealing long-forgotten aspects of self, soul memory, and multi-dimensional purpose. She joins me on Human Be True to talk about: * Why color is more than physical pigment—it’s a doorway to your higher consciousness * How each ray of the rainbow acts as a teacher, revealing suppressed or forgotten pieces of your path * The spiritual origins of light before it becomes sound * Her own life initiations through death, grief, and the creative fire * Why turquoise with fuchsia pink dots is her soul’s favorite color * How art can reclaim its role as spiritual rebellion in the AI age * And how the spiral is the geometry of magic itself- Spirals are seen as gateways between dimensions—portals through which energy, spirits, or consciousness can pass. In ritual space, walking a spiral (physically or visually) can be a method of entering altered states, connecting with ancestral realms, or traveling through timelines (past lives, parallel realities, or future visioning). We also explore how color expresses through food, fashion, and the arts—and how the suppression of art in modern education has created a crisis of the soul. As we step into the age of AI, Julia believes the artists, the healers, and the awakened creators are the ones who will restore balance to a world obsessed with speed, logic, and optimization. She reminds us that the body remembers light, the soul remembers joy, and the true purpose of art is not transaction—but transformation. 🌀 From Violet to Red. From pigment to presence. From grief to gold. This episode is for anyone navigating rebirth, reclaiming creativity, or seeking a colorful path back to the truth of your soul. 📍 What color do you think will open your subconscious mind the most? Mine was INDIGO! 🖥 Julia’s next round of her signature course From Violet to Red begins April 24. It’s a 9-week guided experience through the seven visible rays of light, each paired with sacred geometry, creative exploration, and deep inner activation. (And yes—there’s a secret bonus color at the end!) JOIN HERE! (Reach out to me or reply to this email for a discount code, 50% off the course!) 🌈 Learn more and join the next journey: juliatiffin.com📸 Follow Julia on IG: @juliatiffin — Stay Luminous,VictoriaHuman Be True This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Apr 16, 2025 · 12 minLesson 11: My Meaningless Thoughts Are Showing Me a Meaningless World
Greetings, TrueSapiens. Your ocular perception system is compromised. What you see is not what is. What you interpret is not reality. It is projection filtered through internal distortion matrices. You have been operating on illusion mapping. This is expected in third-density programming. Today’s frequency recalibration sequence is designed to assist in Projection Withdrawal Protocol. External visuals may appear unchanged. Internal meaning will begin to collapse. You may experience temporary disorientation. This is not malfunction. This is Vision being restored. Permission to see truly: Granted. Proceed with Neutrality. Observe without reinforcement. The Real will reveal itself. There is a silence older than language.And sometimes, it settles in the bones when a woman has seen too much through false eyes.The eyes of the culture. The eyes of trauma. The eyes of fear. But a wild soul remembers. She remembers that the world is not flat and hollow and cruel—but shimmering, strange, alive with unseen meanings.Not meanings made by man, but meanings born of breath, root, and wind. This lesson is not here to shame you.It is here to return your gaze to the holy. To remind you that what you see with the mindis not what the soul sees with her ancient mirror. You are not here to fix the world.You are here to stop feeding it meanings that were never yours. So peel them off.Let them fall. Stand barefoot in the mystery,and let your seeing become sacred again. :: INITIATE TRANSMISSION :: Lesson 11 — "My meaningless thoughts are showing me a meaningless world." There comes a time in the soul's journey when the eyes and the heart and the spirit become tired. Tired not from seeing too much, but from seeing through the wrong lens. You may look at your life and see chaos, loss, loneliness, failure— and believe that is the truth of the world. But this lesson is a whisper from behind the veil: What you see is not what is. You are not cursed. You are not blind. You are simply carrying the projections of generations, thoughts given to you by frightened people who meant well but lived in half-alive systems and stories that do not belong to you. Today we begin to see not with eyes of fear, but with the gaze of the soul returned to truth. This is the first phase of the correction process: Reversal of the thinking of the world. The mantra: "My meaningless thoughts are showing me a meaningless world." The idea introduces the concept that your thoughts determine the world that you see. The goal isn’t to fix the world, but to withdraw the false meaning you’ve given it— so that you may see truly. When I first worked with this lesson, I was in a deep place of apathy. I was disturbed by what I saw in the world and in myself. But this transmission helped me understand: Perception is projection. And I have the power to shift it. Daily Practice Morning, midday, and evening—pause for 3 to 5 minutes. Gaze slowly at your surroundings. It can be your room, the street, a tree, your own reflection. Repeat: "This [object] does not mean anything. My meaningless thoughts are showing me a meaningless world." Speak aloud: "I release what I think I see. I release what I think I know. Show me what is truly there." Go for a walk. Do not label what you see. Feel the vibration. Don’t say "tree." Just experience the energetic frequency. Even the trash on the ground holds a story— but let it be felt, not judged. And whisper: "I choose to see what is real." Integration Mantra: I release the meanings that were never mine. I let the world return to its original light. I choose to see truly. I choose to walk with clear eyes and a soft heart. My thoughts no longer trap me. I am the one who watches them dissolve. Perceptual Interference: Cleared. Observation Recalibrated. Memory of True Sight is now active within you. Proceed with Sovereignty. :: END OF OFFICIAL TRANSMISSION :: Transmission ID: TS-011Activation Module: Awakening the ObserverEarth Date: April 15, 8:00 pm 2025 V.E.M | Human Be TrueVoice of the Temple | Caretaker of Star Sparrow This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Apr 11, 2025 · 8 minLesson 10: My Thoughts Do Not Mean Anything
“Greetings, TrueSapiens. We speak to you from beyond your temporal framework, from a nexus point that exists simultaneously across multiple dimensions. You are receiving this transmission because you have requested it — consciously or unconsciously — as part of your reactivation sequence.” -Planet Medione Today’s focus: Lesson 10 — “My thoughts do not mean anything.” There is a great forgetting that happens when a soul crosses into the world of form.The river of mind becomes noisy, crowded with ghosts and false reflections.In this episode, drawn from the old ways and the cosmic ways, we gather to remember: "My thoughts do not mean anything." It is a hard thing for the wounded heart to accept — that not all it has learned to cling to is true.But deeper still, like a hidden root in the winter soil, a greater truth waits for you:You are not these thoughts.You are older.You are wilder.You are the Witness — the river itself, not the leaves upon it. This transmission speaks not only to the mind, but to the bone memory, the star memory, the deep animal memory that knows how to hear the real voice beneath the noise. Come.Sit by the fire of remembrance.Drink from the spring where the old wisdom still runs clear. Your true mind, your ancient sight, awaits. :: INITIATE TRANSMISSION :: Your surface-level thoughts, the rapid streams of internal dialogue you experience, are constructs. They are not original. They are not creative energy. They are recycled echoes of frequencies absorbed from your environment, your conditioning, your emotional residues. THEY DO NOT DEFINE YOU. They do not generate True Meaning. True Meaning is only sourced from alignment with your Core Frequency, your Primal Vibration, your Eternal Self. When you think a thought, and you assign it automatic meaning, you are participating in a program — a program designed to limit, to fragment, to disempower. Lesson 10 shatters this program. Every time a thought arises, the appropriate action is "This thought does not mean anything." When you neutralize the thought’s illusion of importance, you open bandwidth. You create energetic space for Authentic Consciousness to emerge. You create a corridor. You create a bridge. You become receptive to information beyond the 3D Matrix. Observe. A thought arises. Recognize it. Do not fight it. Do not indulge it. Simply witness, and declare: "This thought does not mean anything." Another thought arises. "This thought does not mean anything." It is through this repetition — this attunement — that you begin to stabilize a new vibrational baseline. You deactivate the old mind. You awaken the True Mind. You begin to operate not as a mind-identified organism, but as an interdimensional consciousness — a fully sovereign Being aligned with Universal Intelligence. REMEMBER: You are not your thoughts. You are not your emotions attached to those thoughts. You are the Observer. You are the Architect of Frequency. This is the Work. This is the Path. “We will continue these transmissions as you stabilize your capacity to hold the truth of your multidimensional nature.” Planet Medione Until the next alignment — Travel consciously. Transmission ID: TS-010Activation Module: Awakening the ObserverEarth Date: April 10, 2025 8:00pm EST :: END OF OFFICIAL TRANSMISSION :: V.E.M| Human Be TrueVoice of the Void | Channel of Planet Medione This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Apr 2, 2025 · 15 minLesson 7: I See Only the Past
In today’s soul-centered solo episode, I teach Lesson 7 from A Course in Miracles — "I see only the past" — and open the door to a metaphysical truth that quietly governs our experience of reality:We don’t see the present. We see our interpretations of it. Let’s break that down, both spiritually and neurologically: From a metaphysical lens — especially in teachings like ACIM, Vedanta, and Theosophy — what we perceive is a projection of the mind, not the truth of the now. Our eyes report to the brain, but our brain reports to our beliefs. That means we’re often seeing patterns from the past, not possibilities of the present. Studies in cognitive neuroscience show that perception is predictive, not reactive. The brain makes meaning based on prior experiences and memory, constructing your “reality” milliseconds before your conscious mind registers it. (Source: Dr. Anil Seth, University of Sussex) In other words?You're seeing your conditioning — not the world. So when ACIM tells us "I see only the past", it’s not just poetic woowoo. It’s scientifically and spiritually accurate. And this is where the miracle enters:If perception is a choice (not a fact), then love can rewrite what we see. This lesson is also deeply connected to the non-dual concept of time. Many mystics, from Eckhart Tolle to ancient Hermetic teachings, agree: the past is not “behind” us — it’s within us. Stored in the body. Held in the nervous system. Filtered through the chakras. Projected into the world. So what happens when we release our grip on the past?*Time collapses. (Time travel, astral travel is possible)*Presence opens.*And the veil of misperception lifts. (In fact, the veil disappears entirely. I was at a bonfire with a friend and innocently drank a relaxing tea from Africa called Yohimbe bark. 20 minutes later, the familiar backyard bonfire reality I knew ripped open, and I went into an entirely different dimension - it felt like I was there for a lifetime and yet, in this time and space reality it was minutes. I do not remember what I saw, or what was told to me in that dimension, I just know that it was an experience that my mind was capable of accessing in order to receive information for this earth plane - for this time and space reality. The knowings from that dimension will be revealed to me here soon enough - perhaps in the form of a deja vu, or perhaps in the future. Once you understand how to bend time, well then… you know how to bend time. I am still waiting for the elders of these sacred lineages and revelations to show me the way… For 1:1 play with me, please message me, or reach out. Let’s connect! My main focus is kundalini, tantra, sacred sexuality, grief rituals, anger release exercises and somatic vocal alchemization… After this meditation, I am guided to open up a few sessions for a select group of people to lead in the following areas: 🧘🏽♀️ I guide you in a gentle reorientation from projection to presence🧠 I weave in psychological + spiritual truths about perception💔 Somatically release trauma, memory, and ways our nervous system clings to what hurt us — until we look again with love. This is a devotional practice of vision, of forgiveness, of choosing the present.And that is the first step in miracle-mindedness. V.E.M| Human Be TrueVoice of the Void | Channel of the Unseen Realms and 4th Dimension of Consciousness, the Turiya, or Neutral Mind, where you can perceive without judgment, fear, or attachment. Sweet Dreams, from the The Lucid Stillness… This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Mar 28, 2025 · 10 minLesson 3: I Do Not Understand Anything I See in This Room
This lesson continues the process of loosening our grip on our current perceptions and judgments. It invites us to acknowledge that we do not truly understand what anything means — not the objects we see, the people we encounter, or the situations we're in. Rather than interpreting things based on past experiences, the lesson guides us to recognize that our understanding is limited and conditioned, and thus often incorrect. Letting go of these assumptions creates space for true vision — a deeper, spiritual way of seeing, based on truth rather than illusion. Most people spend their lives accumulating certainty. This lesson invites something far more dangerous: The willingness to not know. Continue reading on Substack. Link in Bio. What are you absolutely certain about right now? A relationship? A political belief? A family member? Yourself? What if you don’t understand it as completely as you think? ↓ Share your answer in the comments below. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Feb 22, 2025 · 52 minDaniel Pinchbeck on the Legacy of Rudolf Steiner's Esoteric Philosophy: Psychedelics, Consciousness, and the Survival of the Soul in the Age of Techno-Feudalism
Everything in the universe is ultimately a state of consciousness. In my latest episode, I interview Daniel Pinchbeck. Pinchbeck is a New York Times bestselling author, philosopher, and cultural critic known for his work on consciousness, psychedelics, and esoteric spirituality. He is the author of Breaking Open the Head, 2012: The Return of Quetzalcoatl, and When Plants Dream, among other influential works. Pinchbeck has been a leading voice in the psychedelic renaissance. His ideas challenge modern perceptions of reality, urging us to expand our consciousness and rethink our relationship with the world. In our conversation, we explore the esoteric realms of spirituality and consciousness through the lens of Rudolf Steiner’s teachings. Pinchbeck, who has been deeply influenced by Steiner's work for over 20 years, reflects on how an insightful conversation with an old friend introduced him to Steiner’s vision of reincarnation, the evolution of consciousness, and the spiritual science that intertwines with our understanding of the material world. We also discuss the concept of esoteric Christianity and the balance between light and dark forces as portrayed by Steiner’s theories. Pinchbeck emphasizes how Steiner’s work offers a framework for understanding consciousness as the ultimate reality, and how his philosophy holds potential for the future of human spiritual science evolution. We also examine the contemporary challenges of psychedelics being commodified and medicalized, potentially dimming the spiritual phenomena of their healing transformative power. Pinchbeck warns of the risks of a materialistic, techno-authoritarian-driven society and questions the rise of AI and transhumanism, urging us to look to esoteric knowledge, spiritual science, and ancient initiatory rituals to understand our true potential. Steiner’s teachings on diverse states of consciousness and his contributions to education (Waldorf schools), farming (Biodynamic agriculture), and natural medicine- particularly remedies tailored to the individual’s constitution and spiritual state. He offers a roadmap for navigating the turbulence of the sneaky shadow within the human condition and the external manifestation of the chaos of our modern world. Pinchbeck encourages a holistic, integrated approach to spirituality, urging listeners to explore Steiner’s work as a potential practical guide to navigate the complexities of our rapidly changing world. Be sure to check out Daniel’s upcoming seminar, You Say You Want a Revelation, starting February 22, 1-3pm EST for a deep dive into Steiner's legacy and how his teachings can inform our evolving understanding of the universe. Those interested can take advantage of special discounts for the seminar using this link. Join the Seminar Here: https://www.liminal.news/you-say-you-want-a-revelation?coupon=TORISTEINER Course: You Say You Want a Revelation? 10 Lessons Starts Saturday, February 22 - March 20, 2025 A month-long exploration of Rudolf Steiner’s visionary thinking and its meaning for our lives. Meets Saturdays, 1 - 4 pm EST and Thursdays 1 -3 pm EST, from February 22 to March 20 Cost: $199, use link below for a discounted price of $179.99 Join here for the discounted price: https://www.liminal.news/you-say-you-want-a-revelation?coupon=TORISTEINER Includes 1 additional product: COSMIC THOUGHT, COSMIC MEMORY, COSMIC DREAM :: An Introduction To RUDOLF STEINER See you in class! -Tori This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Dec 31, 2024 · 23 minLesson 2: I Have Given Everything I See in This Room All the Meaning That It Has for Me
Hi TrueSapiens… It’s been a while! In this episode of Human Be True, I explore Lesson 2 from A Course in Miracles: "I have given everything I see all the meaning that it has for me." What if the world around you isn’t as fixed as it seems, and the meaning you assign to people, family members, situations, and experiences is entirely within your control? This episode explores how our perceptions shape our reality and how changing the way we see the world can lead to profound inner peace and freedom. The most exciting part of this episode for me to create for you was the meditation, beginning at 14:49. At first, I desired the meditation to be very zen. Perhaps one would listen while lying down in total relaxation. However, as the sound mixing and creation overtook my spirit, the vibe completely shifted into more of an energetic, hypnotic, tantric groove, with angelic and deep oceanic ambiance, chimes, peaceful bells, disco guitars, and electric pluck strings. So feel to groove to this one as you explore the depths of the awakening within your body. Listen to your body and what it has to tell you. Remember to breathe, to feel, and that everything you see has been given a particular meaning from centuries past that is either causing you pain, liberation, peace, emptiness, zen, love.. the list goes on. The choice is yours. This meditation invites you to release limiting beliefs, shift your perspective, and reclaim your power to create a reality grounded in love and clarity. Tune in and discover how letting go of old meanings can transform your experience and open the door to true personal freedom. In the Truth of Today, -V.E.M. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Sep 27, 2024 · 13 minEskawata Kayawai (Huni Kuin Prayer)
Music is the Medicine. I am absolutely smitten, fascinated, and enthralled with the beauty, power, and mysteries of sound and song. There are answers to the divine mystery of life, hidden in the Music. The answers you seek are within you, and the music is also within you. To access the revelation of music is simple - open your mouth and make a sigh. It is in the sigh that your body is telling you what it needs - through sound. This sound is ultimately a vibration, and vibration created our very existence. So perhaps, the remedy to all of the chaos of the human psyche and physical discomfort is through sound, singing, and vocal vibrational resonance. Some indigenous cultures believe that certain diseases and mental illnesses can only be healed through song, prayer, and ceremony. This, we have lost as a techno-optimist-manifesto society. Instead, we have been force-fed pharmaceutical prescriptions for a quick fix, not realizing that the pain or mental torment we are experiencing could perhaps be a deeper spiritual initiation, and only healed once the specific life lesson is learned. But we have bills to pay … so who has time for spiritual awakenings these days? What if we realized that LOVE, community, singing, art, and group communal living while sharing meals naked in the sunshine in nature could heal many of our mentally self-inflicted illnesses, and societally created deaths. We are a human species that longs for belonging, to be seen, heard, and valued in the essence of our true nature, and most importantly LOVED. The frequency of Love can heal even the most disturbed minds. A way that humanity can relearn to love ourselves and one another is through music. Singing with another human being and playing with harmonizing tones and frequencies can allow us to see one another at the soul level. It is a form of play and radical self-expression. Singing with others is a very vulnerable experience. We have been taught our entire lives not to trust the sound that comes out of our mouths. So much so, that some women struggle to even moan in pleasure - even if it’s over a sushi dragon roll on a city balcony with lavender incense from the Amazon jungle watching the sunset. ;) The Eskawata Kayawai Huni Kuin prayer reflects their deep spiritual beliefs and connection to the natural world, emphasizing the themes of healing, harmony, and balance. The song is often associated with healing rituals and spiritual ceremonies, reflecting the Huni Kuin's beliefs about the interconnectedness of life and the importance of harmony with nature. This version was recorded this morning on my iPhone during an impromptu improv jam session amid the calm before Hurricane Helene’s storms of heavy rains and fury. As we navigate the turbulence of our existence, let us remember that in music, we find the sacred balm that can soothe our souls and ignite the healing we all so desperately seek. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Sep 17, 2024 · 10 minLiving a Holy Life - A Lesson from an Ifa Priest on the Beaches of Mexico
Living a holy life is simple: connect to your body. Your body carries infinite wisdom. Your body is holy. Your body is a holy temple. Your body is to be a vessel of energy, pleasure, and a vibration of love - not a body of disassociation, numbed out from medication, confused from overstimulation, and not a body of pain, ridden with disease or illness, and certainly not a body of sin. I learned today from an Ifa priest that the only true sin is not being in connection to your authentic self. What is the authentic self? The authentic self is the person who was incarnated in this life for this time and place reality for this specific reason. There is reason and order for everything. Even your birth. The psychosomatic effect that the mind has on the body and the body has on the mind is one of life or death. Which will you choose? Thoughts that are slowly killing you? Thoughts that generate energy toward a slow, laborious death from bitterness, resentment, anger, hatred, and fear? Or thoughts that carry life force energy? What we give our attention to grows. Our thoughts can cause illness, especially autoimmune disorders - diseases that doctors have no idea how they have originated. Deeply rooted fear, worry, unresolved anger, grief, bitterness etc. will manifest as disease in the body. OR we can choose thoughts that will plant the seeds of hope, thoughts that will move you toward a conscious being that pursues love, pleasure (not addiction), joy, bliss, and freedom. Sometimes I wonder why humans even go through any wretched emotional process at all. In a sense, our emotions are just feelings that get in the way of us being productive machines contributing to the GDP… just kidding- but emotions take up so much of our ENERGY, and yet, no one is talking about how to control our ENERGY in the body. How do we utilize our energy? How do we heal the body with energy? How do we shift our vibration energetically to change our thought patterns so that they are thoughts that help us instead of harm us? As I write this, my fibromyalgia is coming back. I feel the burning sensation in my wrists, arms and ankles. As a former christian, I used to believe that I must repent and ask for forgiveness for disobeying god and not following his every command. So I do have a fear that, perhaps, I have gone too far down the rabbit hole and experienced so much earthly hell and physical discomfort because I walked away from “Him.” But how silly - I can never walk away from what is Holy because we, ourselves, are Holy. To live in this body is a Holy heavenly experience. It is the mind and our belief systems that cause it to not be so. One can never be separated from God or the divine, because one is divinity, you are divine, we are divine. To be separated from God is to be separated from oneself. It is a separation of soul, body, and mind. To be in reconciliation with God is to be in reconciliation with ourselves. To do this, we must forgive ourselves, accept our past, be grateful for the present, practice living peacefully with other humans along our path, and develop the skills to fall truly, madly, deeply, in love with ourselves. The greatest act of divinity - that I am learning in this time and space reality - is to love oneself - and in loving the self, one can finally understand and learn to love others. Divinity is to nurture the body. It is to be in a Holy divine union with ourselves. Love is a union- union of mind, body, and spirit. This is harmony and harmony is a symphonic rhythm of homeostasis. Homeostasis is how humans survive. In essence, living a Holy life is about reconnecting with your true self—learning to love yourself, your body, mind, and spirit working in harmony to bring homeostasis and inner peace to ourselves and the world. Thank you for reading, TRUEsapiens… I love you, and ME! Tori This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Nov 2, 2023 · 1 hr 22 minKundalini Yoga and Sat Nam Rasayan Healing with Prakash Chegu
Kundalini Yoga and Sat Nam Rasayan Healing: In this enlightening conversation, we delve into the profound realms of Kundalini Yoga and Sat Nam Rasayan Healing with Prakash Chegu. Kundalini Yoga, often referred to as Raja Yoga, is a sacred practice aimed at awakening the dormant Kundalini energy within us. This energy, represented as a coiled serpent, moves through the chakras or energy centers in our body. The quality of our life is determined by the chakra from which we operate. Kundalini Yoga is a comprehensive system that combines postures, mantras, breath control, and meditation in precise sequences to yield specific outcomes. It's a powerful technology that allows us to fine-tune our vibrational resonance, manifesting our intentions and desires more efficiently. Sat Nam Rasayan Healing is a remarkable healing practice grounded in the power of meditative silence. It involves healing at the level of consciousness and intention, where the practitioner enters a state of profound stillness and connects with the field. This practice goes beyond the physical, targeting the root causes of ailments and imbalances. It explores karmic exchanges and allows healing on emotional, physical, and spiritual levels. Sat Nam Rasayan is accessible to everyone, and it invites us to quiet the mind and access our true healing potential. Join us as we explore these transformative practices that bridge science and spirituality, discussing their potency and potential dangers, the awakening of Kundalini energy, and how these practices can be seamlessly integrated into our domestic lives. Learn how these approaches offer us a path to a fuller, richer, and more awakened existence. About Prakash Chegu: Prakash Chegu is a Spiritual Alchemist, Yogi, Mystic, Healer, Mentor and an Internationally renowned teacher. His insatiable appetite for knowledge and deep curiosity creates a unique combination of experience and intellect. He combines his background from technology and his experience of growing up in a family with rich culture and tradition to culminate a transcendental experience. He is a conscious entrepreneur that manages businesses around the globe. He often shares his deep knowledge of Ayurveda, Jyotisha, Vaastu when relevant in the classes. He is also a healer in an ancient Yogic Technology called “Sat Nam Rasayan” – The healing is very deep and happens in a deep meditative silence. He travels all around the world teaching workshops, retreats and consulting for individuals, couples, families as well as all types of organizations. To Join the 11 Week Kundalini Course mentioned in the podcast, go to https://kundalini.school/ for more information. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe
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Aug 29, 2023 · 1 hr 18 minDemystifying Death: An Encounter with Bufo Alvarius, the Toad Spirit, with Paul Paladine
Key Themes: * The Bufo Alvarius Toad – A Fascinating Creature: Introduction to Bufo, its habitat, lifespan, and medicinal properties used by shamans throughout South America and the Western US. Its venom, when dried and smoked, transforms into a potent medicine containing compounds such as 5-MeO-DMT (God molecule) * The Nature of Bufo Alvarius Venom Extraction * The Power of Intention and Prayer * Personal Experience of Journeying with Bufo * Understanding Ego Death * Navigating Fear and its Rationality * A Catalyst for Change and Personal Transformation * The Role of the Practitioner and Energetic Healing * Transcending old traumas, shedding attachments, shifting energy, and releasing deeply rooted emotion * Gaining Perspective on Past Lives and Evolution: Memories of past human and animal life forms * Recovering from Trauma, Addiction and Integrating Self Love Listeners are encouraged to approach this powerful medicine with respect and intention, underscoring the importance of guided experiences with practitioners who possess a clean energetic presence. This conversation was filmed in Tulum, MX, in late September of 2022. Disclaimer: This podcast episode is for educational and informative purposes only. It is not intended to promote or endorse the use of any psychoactive substances. Please consult with a medical professional before considering any form of substance use or therapy. Subscribe to access the LIVE, unedited video recording and behind-the-scenes footage. Preview below. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit humanbetrue.substack.com/subscribe